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2009-06-22T17:13:00.005+08:00

SECTION BBQ WAS FUN FUN FUN ! :D

The rest of the day before the bbq was a bore.
Stupid Devin made me wait for him for 20 min.
Met up the rest a Khatib mrt,
& headed over to weilin's. (:

We managed to start the fire faster than the guys :D
After all the eating,
Devin voluntarily went to get wet,
subsequently all of us were wet, even Esther !
Rachel was the only one dry.
Weixiang was the most troublesome one,
we had to chase him all around the whole condo for i-dont-know how long,
and finally after many strategies we managed to get him wet too. :D
& i must say,
seriously what is there that Qianyi wont there to do?
She just swam in her bra and shorts ._.

Lots of talking and pictures (:
I had fun,
& i caught a flu, i hope the others are fine.
Because none of us brought clothes to change out of ! :D
Only 2 sec 1s came,
but they are easy to get along with, Andrew is freaking cute :D
Pictures another when i get them.

Despite knowing i have little time left,
i sat around the whole day,
watching the hours go by,
and did nothing except for some little filing.
i think i better go get some math papers done NOW.

& with english lessons cancelled this week,
i can leave my red nails as it is.
But after much soaking in the water yesterday,
its starting to flake off,
even so, they are staying with me till friday,
when i have to go back for practice :D

oh,
& HAPPY LATE DADDY'S DAY :D

2009-06-19T23:33:00.004+08:00

okay, so i apparently procrastinated & i did nothing but 3 or 4 vocab exercises yesterday.
i doubt i can settle down to do work until i finish my show.
3 more episodes to go.

i had prata for brunch with dad,
we went to prata house & he refused to drive the car,
so we took a bus.
& god knows what day it is today,
all the aunties are flooding to the temple near thomson.
so the bus was crowded,
and not all passengers are considerate, as i must say.

piano lessons in the afternoon,
read in the library for 30 min before heading over for tuition.
swim with sera after that.
i'm proud to say that i completed 20 laps :D :D :D
i've never swam that much before.
even so, i still feel fat.

hotdog roll and peachredtea for dinner.
equivilant to the calories i've worked off.
means, i wasted the swim. D:

i shall hurry finish the remaining episodes and start getting my work done.
Os are 1** days away !
oh god.

practice at yunxin's tmr.
NYW concert tmr,
jiayous weixiang even though i cant go & listen.

SECTION BBQ ON SUN ! :D :D :D

yes or no?

2009-06-18T11:21:00.005+08:00

so while everyone is mugging their heads off at home,
doing pretty much alot of work for the past 3 days,
like yuqing.
i was out of the house in the morning, and back only when the sun sets. :D
& yesterday was with Zhenyee :D

first to bugis, then to orchard.
MANGO IS HAVING BIG SALES.
run down there as soon as you can before the stuff runs out :D
i bought my tanktops and our wallet :D

i spent $44 ytd in total not inclusive of food & drinks.
& i'm regretting that i didnt get that forever 21 tanktop,
Amanda likes to rub salt in my wound !
i have a special liking for tanktops, i have 8 in total now :D
i cannot control myself from buying them :D
hahahahas.

i've been spending alot,
might total up to over $200.
i've decided not to count how much i've spent in case of heartache.
and so, i've thrown all the receipts away upon purchase, or just. :D

till sunday,
i'm not going out anymore.
starting from today i have to get my work completed.
O levels is in 3 months time.
time is running out.
i mustmustmust complete 2 math papers and my eng situational writing today.
and with the last 2 weeks so packed,
i have completely neglected my books.
time to make a trip to the library.

in the midst of all these,
i shall take occasional 1hour15break and watch 1 episode of 败犬女王 :D
because by the time the tv finish showing the whole series,
its abt 1 or 2 weeks away from O levels,
so i decided to finish the series now. :D
RuanJingTian :D :D :D

2009-06-16T21:05:00.005+08:00

HAPPY SWEET 16th TO KAREN :D

out with Amanda yesterday was fun.

caught Ghosts of Girlfriends Past.

the movie was quite nice, the last ghost was freaking pretty !

even though we didnt manage to hear her voice at all.

something veryveryvery disgusting happened when we wanted to have lunch,

shant elaborate, but i'm not dining there ever again.

tuition to Karen's bbq.

out with Sera & Gina today.

Haji lane was nice but the prices are even nicer :D

i bought a top.

my hand was itching ._.

i spent more than $150 in the last 2 weeks or so.

ohgod ohgod.

i bring a bag home everytime i go out.

we went to Tampines 1 and Tampines Mall after lunch.

and i can thus conclude that there is nothing there at all.

so i advice you dont waste your time,

to travel all the way there.

p.s, UniQlo in Singapore is nowhere compared to the ones in Japan.

Home, after photos at Marina mrt (:

i like Sera's jacket :D

Out with Zhenyee tmr :D

Photos !

2009-06-14T20:26:00.002+08:00

Passing Out Parade 2009.
with me stuck in the band room for the past few days,
and the late nights just to rush the cards and tokens,
it was worth it though.
(warning: long post ahead)

Band photo taking in the morning before the parade.
the band is really big. :D
& we got to sit at the front.
i've never been in the front row before :D
HAHAHA.

as usual like every year,
it will rain before our parade starts.
but this year was sunny when the rain stopped.
for the first time :D

the parade was smooth.
Jiayan's mace work was nice :D
congrats to Jiayan.AikShan & Melissa for the awards.
All from the trombone section.
& Saxophones for the best section award. (:

Recollection Band.
i screwed my La Fiesta Brava & Rivercrest Overture.
i love Joy Revisted :D
Gently Touch The Sky was freaking funny,
with Andy saying its the most memorable piece when we never played before.

I did cry though,
despite the session was practically a laughing session.
with Andy as the emcee and the lead singer,
everyone was busy laughing instead of crying. :D

Thankyou dear juniors for the cards :D
& cheryl too :D
i really proud of all of you :D
Jiayous okay :D
& i hope the band will stop bullying weixiang and weilin.

dinner with Cheryl,Yuqing & Rachel after that.
chatted super long.
JC seems scary though.
i have alot to catch up,
all that i've missed when i was at band and people are mugging hard at home.

Plans for the next few days :
Mon : Movie & Shopping with Amanda, Tuition, Karen's BBQ
Tues : Out with Sera & Gina
Wed : Morning practice with Yunxin, Out with Zhenyee, Piano Lessons.

packedpackedpacked :D

2009-06-09T19:47:00.002+08:00

since xiaoning is updating her blog so diligently,
i shall not slack too.
just that band it draining all my energy,
that the first thing i feel like doing when i get home is to sleep,
& i dont even have much energy to walk around.

yesterday was HORRIBLE,
the whole band was under the freaking hot sun for nearly 4 hours,
that all of us are sunburnt,
luckily mine to the extent of my thighs and arms.
& whats most stupid is, as the sun moves throughout the 4 hours,
the clarinet section ended up to be the only row under the sun,
when the rest of the band were in the shade.
STUPID.

went over to sharlyn's house after lunch and getting all that is needed.
it was fun :D
we got almost everything done,
just some here and there.
sense of achievement on finishing the bouquets :D

i was smarter today,
i brought sunblock lotion.
AND GUESS WHAT?
we didnt even step out of the band room.

went home for lunch,
and dragged myself to tuition after.
ohgod,
i seriously dont get a single shit on integration.
and its such huge proportion of the paper ! D:
but rides home are often fun (:

i'm depressed now,
because my mama just decided not to buy me my camera because it exceeds her budget,
but its the only one i want D:

alright, i have things to get done.

2009-06-05T21:05:00.004+08:00

today marks the end of conquer Os ! :D
( & the start of a horrendous work cycle)
i've been really throughly drained out these days with lessons, practices and tuition.
the first thing i want to do when i get home is to sleep.

so i had piles and piles of homework undone,
which i had to rush during lessons the next day,
and when its still not done, it continues to pile :D

practices are fine,
my muscles are get better after every practice :D
i had fun,
even though i feel that its not our reco band anymore.
i miss my juniors (:
i'm starting to see them grow, especially the sec 3s.
making me feel old, which i dont understand why cheryl doesnt, seeing us grow for 4 years.
but i'm really proud for them to make it this far (:

i'm just really drained out,
i hope POP will come soon :D
next week will be packed with practices.
oh god oh god.

i bet i've mentioned this before.
I HATE MATHS.
omg, i really really do hate maths.
its like my worse subject because i cant think out of the box ._.
& i hate integration because i get stuck at every other question,
then i'll have to turn my head and ask help from hakim/gabriel/daryl.
maths makes me feel stupid.

& most importantly electronics have been ganging up on me.
a few days ago, my phone screwed up itself,
and returned back to normal 2/3 days later.
stupid.
plus my internet,
i have to open at least 10 times to successfully open the window,
it keeps hanging/lagging/NOT RESPONDING.
& i dont know whats freaking wrong with it.
plus i feel like screaming fuck at my damn computer,
but its not going to miraculously stop giving me problems,
so i decided not to waste my energy ._.

tuition today was okay,
i got a little here and there, occasionally getting lost,
i hope i find the right track by prelims.
journey back from tuition was fun :D
deborah, you missed out alot !

i just finished watching HOTELS FOR DOGS before blogging.
thankyou gina ! :D
i love the dogs, they're really cute :D
FRIDAY !

i'm going out tmr AGAIN :D

selfreminders(in case my STM decides to kick in agn) :
- do at least 1 set of maths paper
(so that i have something to report to miss deepa on sun)
- get karen's present done.
-buy a turtle/terrapin for yaokuang as a birthday present.
- finish my holiday homework
- parade band on mon & tues 9-5

2009-06-02T20:24:00.002+08:00

WEILIN ABANDONED ME DURING RECOLLECTION BAND.

conquer O today was crap.
i was so freaking sleepy that i couldnt get up in the morning,
to add on i cant sleep during lessons.
crapcrapcrap.
SS was loss of words, mr goh cannot control my class AT ALL.
physics, biology and eng were as usual.
maths was fun today, even though i was sleepy :D

recollection band started late.
we were all slacking before that.
i saw pupeng today ! :D
poor xiao ning must take care okay ! :D

starts late means end late.
i go home at 7pm.
mummy bought dinner and DONUTS :D
& i was just telling amanda in class today, that we should go eat donuts soon :D
i hope that lessons tmr will fly pass,
so i can go home and sleep before tuition.

i have maths homework undone,
both for miss deepa and tuition.
god bless me (:
i've been using that phrase alot since the midyear exams started.
hahahas (:

i realise that, i have less to blog as the days go by.
my life is going into a new boring cycle.

2009-06-01T20:44:00.002+08:00

movie with sisters ! :D
its been long since we went out together.
it great to see nana, its been long.

met yunxin for breakfast in the morning before she came over for practice.
we were slacking today :D
we took videos while playing,
yunxin was goofing off as usual :D

went to buy bubbletea before going over to the school to meet the rest (:
i forgot to inform that we were meeting right after,
so the oldest 3 went back to bathe,
while me,clara & yx went to get tickets first.
despite reaching 2 hours before to get the tickets,
it was still sold out ._.
but surprisingly there was still tickets at amk hub.

we randomly picked tickets & i sat with xingjie,
while the other 4 sat in front :D
Dance Subaru was nice :D
i like kazuma. (:
the actresses were really pretty (:
damn, this movie make me regret for quitting ballet,
and giving up my 8 years of work.
but, no use crying over split milk, what has passed, shall stay in the past.

i hope tmr goes fine.

2009-05-31T19:21:00.003+08:00

ptc yesterday was not very well.
& damn i owe Amanda $2.
stupid shit.

butbut recollection band practice after was quite fun actually.
i havent sucked a reed in so many months.
its nice to go back to something familiar :D
& my jaw muscles have loosened so much.
even so, it was the most relaxed practice i ever had.
it was full of fun and laughter (:
jokes and everything.
& sharlyn just told me that rachel will be playing too :D
so i dont have to play 3rd alone :D
we finally have full strength for the section for our batch (:

& 1 more great thing!
i'm playing Legends of the Eagles with yuqing !
La Fiesta Brava and Rivercrest Overture with weilin ! :D
i never play same parts as them before :D
hectic practices are following till POP.
so i hope it ends soon !
& the sooner it ends,
the sooner i can paint my nails :D

out with Seraphina yesterday after practice :D
first to Bras Basar to get some stuff.
i hope the circle line there opens soon.
we have loads of stuff to do during the holidays :D
off to orchard after that,
where we met Simin & Annabelle.
we decided to go over to watch the cheerleading competition on the 11th hour,
since our school was taking part.
& we met them there again.

left not long after our school's performance.

i went out with mum & dad today to Takashimaya.
i got my Mango bag in Peach :D
that sentence sounds fruity :D
Mum bought it for me as a reward for my not so good results.
even though they say the position doesnt matter,
but i'm freaking sure she made the purchase because of my position,
because my L1R5 isnt anywhere near the word pretty.
Amanda claims that i'm efficient.
i shop efficient always, or the good things would be gone by the time you finish deciding :D

i'm really tired and drained out for waking up early.
i so freaking dont want to go for conquer O,
but apparently i dont have the choice,
which applies the same for O levels.

all the best to those taking their O level chinese tmr (:
good luck in grabbing your As (:

oh,
& congrats to weixiang on passing the audition and becoming the principal 3rd clar for the NationalYouthWinds.
he is really doing us seniors proud :D

alright then.
tmr will be a fun day :D

2009-05-29T21:49:00.003+08:00

swimming today was fun.
sera is mad.
shall not elaborate or i'll get chopped ! (:
we took photos, she wasnt worried about her camera will die in the water.

out with amanda after that :D
we went to loads of place.
first to the NEW2U thrift shop,
becuase she wanted to have a look.
then over to raffles city.
she knows what to get for my birthday now !
share with her , or she'll go broke :D

headed over the marina square after lunch.
i bought my m)phosis skirt :D
the more expensive one,
i couldnt find the exact one that i wanted,
plus it was the last piece ! :D
a women was staring at it, too bad !
i got it first :D
then it was far east and wisma after that :D

i got my nailpolish :D
& i want that mango bag.
i'm going to get my aunt to get it for me for my birthday :D
yay! peach (:

& we were gaying at F21,
with me & those hairbands with freaking big ribbons in all sorts of colours.
i refuse to let mandi snap a photo of me gaying :D

dinner at toapayoh,
& back to bishan after that :D

mummy's nagging at me for bringing something home everytime i go out.
hey, its GSS.
if you dont spend now,
your money will never be spent worthwhile.
its time to contribute to the economy ! :D

butbutbut !
i'm not spending tmr when i'm out with sera.
i need to save some cash for shorts and heels :D
oh & june's issue of Amica,
how can i forget (:

ptc tmr.
i hope i do okay.
recollection band practice after that :D
followed by window shopping for me with sera ! :D
YAY (:

i cant wait for movie on mon,
& soccer on i dont know when with amira & the rest (:

& i accomplished something ytd.

i washed my own shoe ! :D
saved them from being destroyed by my maid.

only fine picture of the day (:

2009-05-28T17:02:00.003+08:00

i feel so much better now :D
i was so freaking worried & upset during class cleaning.
amanda will most probably run out of patience with me one day.
but i got my thoughts sorted out already (:
with the help of my piano & chocolates (:
my piano can work wonders!
& i intake chocolates on a daily basis to keep my mood up :D
nah, i just love eating them (:

miss deepa started lessons yesterday.
i feel normal now with math homework.
it feels so wrong to sit in front of the computer,
& watch shows throughout the day.
surprisingly, math homework makes me feel right.
because i usually get a whole load of them (:
& i have to finish my Maris Stella Emaths paper,
so i have to something to report to miss deepa on sunday.

and for ptc on saturday.
all i can hope for is that i dont backslide too much.
its inevitable that i'm going to slip,
but i hope not that much.
ohwell,
whats meant to be its meant to be,
i cant do anything much about it anymore (:

& while everyone is sweeping the floor, cleaning the windows, stacking tables & chairs etcetc,
i was packing bags for ppl.
i packed around 4 bags?
then i brought them out.
LOL.
okay crap.

break from tuition this week was great :D
but it means that we have lessons 3 times a week when it resumes.
oh god.
& i have another set of papers to complete.
may i pull through.
LOL.

swimming with sera tmr morning (:
& out with amanda for the rest of the day.
i'm going to spend money,
i'm going to buy new nailpolish.
& damn it, i cant paint my nails till after POP.
GSS officially starts tmr !
even though many stores are already on sale.
i hope m)phosis goes on 50% sale.
i want that skirt :D
hehehe.

mummy is going to be unhappy with not seeing me at home regularly.
i'm out tmr & sat & mon :D
but sun is reserved for her.
we're going to get new specs together :D

me & bro has been fighting for the past 2 days.
we werent talking at all.
but its all fine now.
it gets irritating when your younger sibling grows,
& they're no longer as cute as before.
to add on,
they absorb what you say & use it back at you.
great.
LOL ! :D

s'pore has gotten the H1N1 flu.
oh,
& the plane passengers with that women will get it,
their families will get it,
people around them will get it,
the school will have to close.
okay,it doesnt make a difference now since its the holidays,
other than that 4 days of conquer O.
LOL. retarded.
ohwell,i hope it doesnt spread on a wide scale.
i want my shopping(:

alright,
back to my show/book/homework/magazine ! :D

2009-05-26T16:55:00.002+08:00

my afternoons are really free after mye :D
i've been watching show after show.
i'm currently rewatching La corda d'oro primo.
so that i can watch secondo because i cant rmb alr :D
it took me alittle time at the beginning to switch my ears back to japanese.
its been months since i heard japanese. (:
okay i just realise something dumb.
secondo is a 2 episode special.
okay retarded.
even so, Len Tsukimori! (:

to add on, i'm rewinding back for antm.
i've finished cycle 8-12.
so now, i'm going to watch cycle 7 (:
because i initially started from cycle 1,
& realise its not nice so i gave up after 1 episode ! (:

school is starting to be a torture.
only after 2 periods, i cant wait to get out of lessons.
no mood no nothing to study.
i cant get myself to start working again.
i'm sooooo dead if this continues.
mustmustmust start working next week.

other than studying,
i'm looking forward to POP.
because cheryl is coming ! :D
& i can officially end practice ! (:
i'm playing the clarinet for recolletion band ! :D :D :D
yuqing ! its been long since we played together !
its a pity sharlyn wont be around. D:

i'm looking to shopping trips too ! :D
even though i know i have to catch up,
but hey, GREAT SINGAPORE SALE okay.
its the best time to spend your money people ! (:
i'm getting alot of people to go out with me!

alright before i end the post,
dear nana , please GET WELL SOON !
i miss you from school yeah (:
take care !

ohoh.
& clarinetists if you read this post,
check in on the section blog yeah !
weixiang made a really long post,
make an effort to read ! (:

2009-05-24T16:48:00.003+08:00

the weekends are almost over.
looks like i have to start work soon.
i have maths papers to do from both miss deepa & tuition ._.
crapcrapcrapcrapcrap.

practice with yunxin was fun ytd. :D
lala was our timekeeper.
the gay twins are turning me gay too !
haha (:

i went over the her piano teacher's today morning.
she was right abt him being picky.
he picked out loads of problems for me to work on.
from pedal to proportions.
looks like i have to practice harder,
or else i'm getting yx into trouble.

so stupid starhub cock up my internet all the till i called them.
they & their stupid maxonline flexisurf thing.
waste my show time ._.

& so the house is pretty quiet today.
with mum & dad watching tv in the room,
bro sleeping on the sofa in the bloody heat.
& my stupid bitch maid on leave with late notice.
( causing me to have no one to order around today.)
okay this is dumb.

alright,
seems like i cant move my blog because theres sth wrong with the new blog.
they dont accept old skin codes.
utterly dumb.
might just change the link or something.
see if i find someone to solve the stinking error for me.

omg.
i dread sch tmr.
i dont want to go back to the old routine of lessons.

2009-05-22T22:07:00.003+08:00

RESULTS ARE BACK.
well, i'm disappointed though.
even though i told myself not to expect much since i didnt put in all my effort.
but its hard to correct my usual demanding character.
plus someone says i'm involved in a very unhealthy competition.
problem is,
i havent start competing for midyear.

sciences were really disappointing.
maths barely scrape through.
humanities was unexpected.
languages were the usual with an improvement (:

biology was the subject that hit me really really hard.
its my best subject,
& it has officially hit rock bottom.
paper 2 killed me.
& by rock bottom for me means that this is the lowest i can drop,
no more furthur.

but i shouldnt be complaining anymore.
i'm doing okay compared to others,
plus to add on the fact that i didnt really put in all my effort.
mr toh is right.
i dont want to have this feeling again.
wake up call, time to pull up my socks !

even so,
i'll need time to get over biology.
but just you wait,
i'll stand up from where i fall, stronger than before.
i wont let myself fall to that level ever again.
i dont want history to repeat itself again.

alright, on a lighter note,
daddy owes me $100 for my 2 A1s.
but he refuses to give me my money till he sees my report slip.
damn it ._.
he keeps raising the bar !
first it was A,
then it was A1,
next is 80 marks and above.
hey.
how the hell am i suppose to get my money like that ?

i rot the whole afternoon at home.
alone.
my brother is in pulau ubin for camp to feed mosquitos.
i'll have peace & quiet for TWO DAYS ! :D

so something really disgusting happened when i went for dinner with daddy.
it went like that.
we went to a coffeeshop at the market near my house,
&when i was eating my noodles,
i felt something drop on my shoulder from the ceiling & bounce off,
but i didnt know what it was & where it went.
so i continue having my noodles.
THEN.
i spotted this fugly FAT WORM in my noodles.
WHAT THE FUCK x10million times.
& so i left half a plate of noodles there.
& the FUGLY FAT WORM WAS STILL WRIGGLING AWAY.
fuckfuckfuckfuck.
i'm never going to eat there ever again.

& i just heard from nicholas abt scott's death.
poor stick !
i just structured his face today,
i didnt even get the chance to structure his ears so that he can listen to music,
& he was ripped apart by some barbarians.
poor scott.

today is not a really good day.
to add the fact that i have this really big pimple on my nose D:

2009-05-20T20:23:00.003+08:00

TODAY IS A HAPPY DAY. :D :D :D
(other than i woke up freaking early at 8am & i slept at 2am last night.)

went to the band room for briefing.
but left at 10 plus.
didnt hear announcements or whatsoever.
butbutbut.
congrats to WEIXIANG on becoming dm/ww master & SL.
& WEILIN for bmm.
first ww bmm in my 4 years :D
i'm veryvery proud for the both of them :D
have more confidence & lead the band well yeah :D

met sera & we trained to ikea.
met my aunt for lunch.
& walked around ikea.
me LOVE ikea :D
got my eyes on some stuff as presents,
i shall buy it next fri when i visit agn with mandi :D

far east after that.
I CUT MY HAIR :D
at long last.
& i love it :D
YAY !
on the way out,
we met yuqing,yeeyong & deborah. :D
so we went to wisma together :D

ME BOUGHT MY DRESS. :D
yay yay ! :D
yeeyong + deborah = funny = fun :D
heh.

off to piano lesson after that.
btw,
i'm sick of pasta already.
i had it for both lunch & dinner.
LOL !

back to school tmr.
the day we all dread.
ohwell,
i have to face up to the consequences for slacking off for midyear.
wishmeluck ! :D
i'm staying positive for now.
i hope i pass everything :D

getting sick of all the :D in this post already?

2009-05-19T22:46:00.002+08:00

i'm depressed earthlings.
D.E.P.R.E.S.S.E.D.
i didnt manage to get my shoes.
they didnt have my size since it was a sale item.
which led me yakking abt it the whole freaking day.
i went all the way to vivo to get it.
depressing.

& sera is being an idiot as always.
because SHE GOT HER SHOES.
& she wore it,
making me look soooooooo freaking short beside her ._.

so the day started off early, at 10 plus.
thrift shopping !
all the walking was worth it.
a tank top , 1 book & piano scores total up to only $5 :D

walked ard before gina left us to go home & sleep.
went off to marina square then raffles city.
went all the way to vivo to get my heels.
& the story goes on.
blahblahblah.

orchard.
its been ages since i've been there.
loads of shops changed in far east.
back to amk after that to get materials.

home :D

sera is over to stay.
& we made feather earrings ! :D

alright.
more shopping tmr :D
loads of shopping dates lined up !

2009-05-17T18:14:00.009+08:00

last paper tmr :D

i hope i do well to pull up my biology scores.

i should not randomly pick alphabets, like what i did for combined science.

out with sera ytd.

i got my eyes on a pair of river island shoes.

i'm gonna get my hands on it.

i'll be an idiot not to buy it :D

i've been having a swollen eye for 4 days.

most probably an eye infection.

i have to go to the doctor later. D:

btw.

i'm proud of myself for learning qiantian on the guitar,

in 2 freaking sessions :D

thanks to yunxin :D

currently rewinding to watch antm cycle9.

i'm done with cycle 12.

i'm not pleased with the winner.

i so badly wanted allison to win.

why cant my favourite get to be america's next top model.
UNFAIR.

& what the judges critiqued made it seemed like allison was going to win.

mad.

Allison.
this was the self lighting shoot with nigel barker.

covergirl shoot for the final 3.

actually,

i really like Chantal from cycle9.

she resembles Renee from cycle8.

2009-05-16T11:39:00.004+08:00

almost the end of midyear.
1 last paper to go on mon.
this midyear is totally screwed.
i gave up before the week started.
i lost my competitiveness.
i wont do well.
results wont be pretty.

i should have listened to miss chin,
that you cant study last min for O levels.
and it applies the same for midyear.
theres too much to study last min.

for the first time,
i feel so not confident of my A1 for biology.
& there goes my straight records.
i agree with nicholas,
we're gonna let mr toh down.
50% chance of failing physics & chinese.
english was fine,
surprisingly.
ss & chem might be pure luck.
geog was easy if i studied throughly.
i'll pull through for maths.
no As but i wont do that bad i hope.

on the happy side.
i've been enjoying my trips & practices at yx's hse.
need more polishing but we should be fine by the time for her exams (:

& i've been itching to shop.
spendspendspend.
& great singapore sale is around the corner !
clothes & SHOES & bags.
endless shopping trips before i get back to my books (:
i'm a happy girl,
i bought my polo tee ytd :D
more to come.
i'll be broke by the end of the season.

i've been really deprived of fahsion for the past weeks.
its time to charge up :D
no more lagging behind.
autumn/winter 09 outfits are out.
time to watch more runway videos :D

next few days are gonna be packed with shopping :D
need to get back in touch with the world.

2009-04-26T20:03:00.001+08:00

HIBERNATION

this blog is going to hibernate in the heat,
till the end of mid year :D

bye. (:

2009-04-26T13:01:00.004+08:00

i promised photos from band dinner.

so here they are (:

(i'm too lazy to label or whatsoever :D )

2009-04-18T22:14:00.002+08:00

the weather was freaking hell today,
stop harming the earth ppl !
global warming is gonna kill us one day.

i went to the doctor's in the late morning.
due to my cough & wheezing.
i'm excused for 2.4 ! :D
yay.
but i have to go back on my inhaler routine agn ._.
I DONT NEED TO RUN ! :D
i'm a lazy ass.

tuition with xingjie ! :D
chewing on gummies throughout the lesson.

study with yuqing ! :D
i finally understood a little about mole concept.
i hate teachers dropping big chapters during syf period,
when no one has the freaking mood to pay attention ._.
i will score well for my chemistry !

band dinner at sakura.
big gathering :D
i got to see all my juniors (:
loads of laughter,
pictures once i get them ! :D

4 tests this week.
plus biology SPA.
god,
why are teachers giving tests before the midyear?
how the hell can we study for the midyear?
wheres the freaking time ? ._.
stupid.

even so,
TODAY WAS A HAPPY DAY ! :D

study with sera tmr !
& concert together at night (:

2009-04-16T17:50:00.004+08:00

another subject to add on to my screw list.
PHYSICS ! :D
god,
i'm gonna do so badly for my mid year.
my humanities has already pulled the score down,
now physics ._.
i seriously hope my chem can compensate for it.

i attempted to study yesterday.
i opened my textbook,
& i realised that i dont understand 3/4 of what is suppose to be tested.
results of missing lessons,
& not paying attention when present.
electricity is such a dry chapter,
that it just makes me want to sleep D:

& we're tested on 4 chapters.
like,
what the fuck.
i'm going to screw my physics test tmr.
maybe,
a miracle would happen.

i'm going to struggle for a B,
or my whole combined sci score will be affected.
yay,
i hate numbers, formula, and calculations.
they hate me too.
thats why i hate math & physics.
& why i dont do well in them ._.

time is ticking.
i have to start chunking info on electricity & electrostatic into my head. (:

oh, how can i forget?
CONGRATS TO THE DANCE CLUB FOR CLINCHING A GOLD ! :D

2009-04-13T18:22:00.003+08:00

i'm gonna fail geography !

like,

AGAIN ! ._.

god damn it,

i just cant freaking do human geog.

its like my worst topic.

i so freaking feel like giving up.

its not my forte D:

& i have like so freaking little self dicipline,

that i give in to my temptations time & again.

the minute i came home,

i on my computer,

& started watch runway shows.

i am so freaking dead.

i finished cycle 11 over the weekend,

& its worse than cycle 10,

i have to say.

yes, models with more potential,

more pretty shoots,

but its just,

i dont even know how to describe it.

oh well.

arg.

who cares alr.

its not like i can do anything for geog anymore.

its like a total gone case.

i'll just try to get as much in as possible.

on the bright side,

i realised that i have special likings fo european models.

katarzyna is from poland.

marjorie from france.

& elina from russia.

LOL LOL ! :D

to end off,

KATARZYNA DOLINSKA ! (:

2009-04-12T16:25:00.006+08:00

post 494 (:

i'm gonna move when the number reaches 500.

new blog still under renovation :D

thanks lala for all the help (:

i'm gonna fail my upcoming geog test.

cant be bothered alr.

since the grade cannot be saved alr,

it doesnt matter anymore ._.

crap.

i gave in !

i started watching antm cycle 11 yesterday.

i'm almost 2/3 through alr.

LOL.

no outstanding models this cycle.

but they're all pretty,

like analeigh & samantha :D

i love marjorie & elina :D

i finished the shadow of the wind.

like finally i had time,

it really really nice.

highly recommended :D

thanks to yunxin for lending me.

alright,

i better start reading through geog,

i must not score lower than the previous test,

even so,

i'll still fail.

LOL.

marjorie conrad.

my cycle 11 fave (:

plus shes french ! (:

elina ivanova.

i prefer her black hair to sherry ._.

2009-04-10T21:37:00.009+08:00

i went to study with sera today at mac,

she was late as usual.

we walked on opposite sides of the road to the library,

to find that it was closed ._.

so she had to climb over,

and we went to mac.

met deborah,simin & juncheng there.

i finished all my homework :D

for the first time.

even so,

the session wasnt productive.

i spend like 2 hours just to finish 1 math paper ._.

i was taking my own sweet time,

writing,

staring into space,

munching.

obviously not concentrating.

therefore,

to conclude, other than math i didnt do much.

plus my calculator died on me alr.

plan to go to yunxin's house cancelled tmr.

coz i'm not prepared,

i didnt touch my piano for more than 3 weeks,

until syf ended.

i sent my SOS signal for physics to jacob agn.

everytime i need help with physics,

i'll send him an SOS.

heh :D

i must ace my physics test :D

i FAILED geog.

god damn it.

i got my first C in term1,

& now i get my first fail.

like wtf ._.

stupid score, affects my whole midyear grade.

i must stop procrastinating,

& start studying NOW. :D

2009-04-08T20:16:00.004+08:00

hihi. :D

i'm slowly getting back to rhythm of studying (:
& i have to work extremely hard now,
MYE is around the corner.

& did i mention that MYE timetable is so horrid.
3 papers in a day,
which include BIOLOGY.
just shoot us dead people !
you think we have ultra brains,
to cramp in emaths,biology & comb sci,
for the same freaking day within that few freaking hours ?!?!?
try it yourself then.

& apparently from where i'm sitting,
i'm entirely block off from 1 portion of the block,
each of the 3 ppl in front,
blocks top,middle bottom.
GREAT.
& i want to change place,
but no one wants to do a MUTUAL SWOP with me.
i need to talk to mrs kok again.
if shes not going to help me change,
i can continue sitting there,
& watch my grades drop more ._.

ohoh,
people, please watch what come our of your foul mouths,
& stop shooting off your mouth without knowing the bloody facts.

& to add on,
some asshole took my bio hmwk.
& i have to redo the bloody thing agn.
to that asshole who took it,
i hope that you'll just walk out on the road,
& get run down by a bus. (:

oh,
& my moodswings are starting agn,
i'm starting to pms alr.

alright i have 21 math sums to complete.
bye.(:

2009-04-06T20:42:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEEYONG :D
many loves ! (:

i had a great day today :D

2009-04-02T18:13:00.004+08:00

i cant believe i'm saying this,
after wishing that i get to step down soon.
but i really miss amkss band.

i'm extremely PROUD & GLAD to be a member of amkss band.

& having joined 2 syf,
i've learnt alot.
& i got different experience with different instruments for both syf (:

i'm slowly trying to get over the matter.
& i dont understand why,
the drama always has to revolve our sch.

i'm so used to the hectic lifestyle for the past 3 years,
trying to balance both band and studies,
& now i'm suppose to fully focus on my studies,
but i cant,
coz the other factor is missing.
like half of me is empty.
i'll get used to it.
hopefully soon enough to make sure i get good grades for MYE.

dear chenning,jessica,cheryuen,grace&benedict.
work hard for the next syf alright ! :D
lead the band to a higher level :D

& dear cheryl,elena,pupeng,laura & joanna.
all the best for your syf :D

i went running about half an hour ago (:
i feel more awake now.
its been long since i sweat like that,
& its really nice.
my aderaline are kicking in ! :D
( i did pay attention during biolody!)
so i can now study for my math test. (:

oral & tuition tmr.
& saturday will be fully packed.
left with sunday for revisions (:

& finally on monday we get to go back to the band room.
its been like my second home for the past few months,
i spend equally as much time in there,
as in my classroom.

as soon as i manage to learn how to make a blog skin,
i'll move soon. (:

2009-03-31T21:22:00.005+08:00

GOLD.

at least we enjoyed the whole performance right?
and played it to our very best. (:
we did well.
we know it yeah (:
& we've brought the 2 pieces to a greater level.

even thought i'm not willing to accept the fact,
but a fact is still a fact.
we took the risk, broke the rule, & paid the price.
but i'm relly glad we took the risk,
if we cut somemore parts from heart & voice,
it'll sound freak weird.
at least we didnt compromise the music for the award (:
22 secs is pretty much though.

although its easier said than done that the honours didnt matter,
at least we gave our best,
& there are people who acknowledges it right ? :D
i'll most probably get over it in the next few days.

congrats to St Nics & ACSI.
they deserve the honours.
& hougang's jacob's was good too :D

nevertheless,
its an unofficial step down day for the sec 4s ! :D
unless something comes up agn,
we're gonna graduate soon :D
YAY :D

thanks for all the wishes & notes.
esp lala & yx for the bigbig card :D

2009-03-29T21:18:00.001+08:00

how can i not blog today?
its weilin's birthday ! (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! :D
i know you love me,
& we're of same age now ! :D

2009-03-27T21:47:00.003+08:00

alright.

updates. (:

i feel like closing down this blog & start a new one.

till i manage to think of a url (:

i'm trying to keep my spirits high these days,

try not to get my mood affected.

even though i'm super tired & my energy level is damn low.

sad to say,

i'm losing focus & concentration.

&my studies are in a freaking mess now.

i dont understand what the teachers are teaching.

yes, including biology.

i have miles to catch up 4 days later.

full swing into my books. (:

with regards to new year's resolution #11,

i've been using too much vulgarities lately,

& i've been trying hard to cut down now.

but apparently,

ppl like mushroom wong,

literally just pisses me off.

he practically just called 'kangeroo' today,

during attendance taking.

like wth pls.

asshole fungi ._.

tmr will be the last sat practice ! :D

no more rushing around anymore(:

maths tuition are a waste of time & money now,

coz i'm either sleeping in class,

or i dont understand anything ._.

crapcrapcrap !

oh,

take care ppl !

dont fall sick anymore.

we're just a few days away !

hang on.

alright,

just for laughs & to make this post longer,

LOOK AT KHU KANG !

3 years & so freaking different.

he was still that size last year okay.

he practically just lost all his fats in like 6 months?

( i apologise for my poor phone resolutions.)

2009-03-22T16:29:00.003+08:00

home sweet home :D
i want to sleep somemore.
band camp was super draining.
but it was productive at least (:

i still have piles of hmwk undone.
& i'm feeling so sleepy that,
i dont have the energy to do it.

to add on to practices for the 2 days,
i chatted with miss chin,
together with yeeyong & sharlyn,
till near 5 am in the morning.
so i ended up sleeping for only 1 hour before the exchange.
& in the morning,
* totally pissed me off pls ._.

we were told not to blog abt the exchange,
so i shall shut up abt it (:

i saw pupeng,laura,joanna & CHERYL :D :D :D
cheryl !
you look better in green (:

great,
according to my student handbook,
theres most probably geog test on tues.
HELLO.
YOU NEVER EVEN TEACH.

plusplus i have bruises from the camp.
i got abused by chairs & stands ._.

alright,
i should try to finish some homework.

8 more days.

2009-03-17T20:21:00.005+08:00

firstly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PUPENG :D
i miss her loads !
& the time we had in newyork (:

i'm officially going to start my homework after this post (:
i've finished cycle 10.
& i'm freaking tempted to watch cycle 11,
but it'll have to wait till june hols.
(who knows,with my poor self discipline,i may give in soon)

i really really hope this week ends soon.
its pretty much of a hell week for me.
theres band everyday,
syf camp.
math remedials.
& 4 times tuition this week.
just shoot me dead.

& all my free time has been dedicated to stupid VE project,
& my heavy pile of hmwk.
i dont even have the freaking time to clear my messy table,
thats going even more messy by the day,
with things piling on it.

i hope ep18 of gossip girl airs soon.
ed westwick ! :D

alright i have to get started with clearing my work pile now.
i need loads of sleep.
& my wrists hurt.

i miss junwen sitting beside me during practices 2 years back.

just 13 more days.
i will hang on.i must.

2009-03-15T21:16:00.004+08:00

IT fair yesterday with yuqing&jingwen.

yuqing got her camera :D

walked ard after that,

i didnt manage to buy anything.

today was equally bad with sera.

i bought N.O.T.H.I.N.G

other than the digestive biscuits which my mum agreed to pay for,

& the bookmark which doesnt count,

& dinner & a cup of drink.

i bought nothing that could be worn at all.

i'm feeling damn uncomfortable,

while my mum is cheering away that i bought N.O.T.H.I.N.G.

sera ended up being the one buying things.

i really liked that oxford heels from charles&keith.

& the price was slashed HALF.

sadly,

i have no fate with charles&keith.

i really do love their shoes,

but they cant earn my money.

i'm gonna feel so horrid until i get to start buying things agn ! ._.

which is god knows when i'll have the time to shop !

5 more episodes till the end of cycle 10 (:

even though i know the results alr.

anya should have won instead of whitney !

since katarzyna didnt make it to the finals.

i really love katarzyna :D

shes really pretty.

its a pity she didnt make it as the top model.

i love this photoshoot of her especially (:

2009-03-14T18:41:00.002+08:00

out with yuqing & jingwen ltr :D
& sera & nana tmr ! :D

my hands are itching,
from not buying anything during the past month.
i'm gonna shop ! :D
i know i'll make impulse buy,
that i'll regret soon after.
but who cares,
i need retail therapy.

till my minds back on track,
& i start hitting myself from wasting money (:

2009-03-13T22:25:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY ! :D
i love my dad.♥

& HAPPY BLACK FRIDAY ! :D

my thoughts are in a mess,
till i sort them out,
back to america's next top model!
i'm super hooked onto it (:

2009-03-10T20:40:00.003+08:00

the grass is always greener on the other side.

2009-03-06T21:02:00.002+08:00

GET WELL SOON CHERYL ♥
plspls take care ! D:

i feel like stabbing people.
i feel like punching someone.
i feel like slashing others wrist.
(i dont self mutilate)

i'm sorry,
but i tend to have very violent thoughts when i'm stressed.
i just dont have other channels to vent them.
so you can check me into the mental hospital,
call the cops.
I DONT CARE.

2009-03-04T16:07:00.005+08:00

TODAY IS A SIGNIFICANT DAY ! :D
today last year, we were on the plane to new york !
i soooooo miss NEWYORK ! :D
i know its been a year,
& i havent uploaded any newyork photos.
oh well (:

i forgot to mention,
that ytd's geog test was a goner ! D:
i got my first C in my 4 years of geog in the first test.
& now i'm got get my first fail in 4 year ._.
depressing.

soccer today was fun :D
i was looking forward to it the whole day!
we won keith & his human wall :D :D :D
& i had a mud footspa.
i'm most likely the most dirty girl in class after soccer.
because i fell in the mud,
& i felt like a pig. (:

most importantly,
i scored a goal :D
for the dont know how many games we've played,
i've scored the first goal of my entire life in contact with soccer :D
even though the goal was so crap,
i'm still proud of myself :D

my 15 marks math test was crap.
i had 5 marks careless,
which could have gotten me out of today's remedial ._.
& that 5 marks cost my A ._.

bio test today i just hope i can maintain my A.
1st ques was a killer ._.

& bio tests concludes the tests for this term ! :D
(trying to forget that we have a physics revision mcw test on fri)
even though i didnt put in my full effort for all the tests,
but i stopped watching gossip girl because of them.
so i shall reward myself today with 1 epi of gg :D

& i've decided to blog when i have the time & mood,
or else blogger will start forgetting me agn (:

alright,
time is precious. :D
i have homework to be done after gg.

2009-03-03T19:56:00.005+08:00

alright.
its high time i do a proper update,
or else amira will start commenting abt my 1 pic & a few lines post :D

nth much actually.
i'm still leading my mundane old cycle of my life.
but i'm losing rhythm.
my grades are slipping.
i'm slackening.
bitch,
its time to buck up.
its M.A.R.C.H. alr. D:

i'm glad i didnt rush off home after band ended early ytd :D
because i saw the double rainbows agn :D
yuqing ! :D
our miracles (:
motivationmotivation ! :D

the purpose & star of today's post is actually.
DEBORAH ! :D
(she said she'll be shy, so must emphasize ! )
she wanted to be popular,
so we're all gonna post abt what happened to her today.
she seriously damn classic !
after she got cut & her finger was bleeding.
deborah ' eh how come red red one ars? '
then ltr she continue thinking : ' will pain not ?'
then she press then pain then she came out of the toilet telling us she cut her finger !
haha !
take care of your wound yeah ! :D
& dont play with it luh!

yunxin & irwin were cute on his motorbicycle.
haha :D
yunxin's house on sunday !
for practice (:

& syf slot is out.
2nd day.
which leaves me with the whole april to catch up with my studies :D

i was super depressed with my math & geog results.
but i'm gonna work harder.
i promised cheryl :D

did i mention that i'm starting to like soccer?
even though i still hate the mud :D
our team is going to play finals tmr :D
with keith & his stupid human war ._.

alrightalright.
time to study for bio :D
i want my A1s !
& i'll work hard for them (:

oh,
happy belated birthday to arthur !

to end this post nicely,
ED WESTWICK ! :D
he is effing hot :D

xoxo!

2009-02-27T21:29:00.005+08:00

雨后彩虹.♥

thankyou cheryl !

you made my day :D

i love you :D

i hope band ends early on mon.

geog test - 3 chapters

bio test -1half chapters

big subjects both on tues.

and As are no longer a want,

its a need.

2009-02-24T19:46:00.001+08:00

a picture speaks a thousand words♥

2009-02-22T13:12:00.002+08:00

SUNDAY ! :D

2009-02-17T18:32:00.008+08:00

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY DEAREST YUQING ! ♥

& because its her birthday,
& i'm in a goood mood.
AMIRA !
i'm gonna do proper update.
so dont complain alr :D

alright.
first, devin's Eb contra alto clarinet is finally here ytd (:
he play till damn cute :D
jiayous yeah !

lessons were as usual.
eng persuasive writing.
my group's writing was hilarious :D
Dear Ash, from pikachu.

nana was watching gossip girl during recess ! D:
damn my mp3 screen so small.
but i still love my pretty green Zen (:
i must start snatching the psp from my bro :D

i love biology :D
i hate the class for always being so noisy,
& disrupting lessons.
not only biology.
it happens in chemistry too.
hurry finish the syllabus,
we'll get more time for revision ! D:

rushed off to prepare the cake after sch :D
cut cake & everything,
then off to sakae with yuqing&yeeyong.
sharlyn came later after she delivered the alto clar to xinmin.
if it was me,
i wont even bother to send it there pls ._.

didnt ate much as compared to with karen & the rest.
i ate 6 mochi ! :D
& the sashimi were super not fresh ._.
i have alot of running to do tmr during PE :D

talked alot. :D
sharlyn is my saviour !

home-d
god.
my bro forgot to tell my maid not to cook my portion ._.
he is gonna swallow my portion down ltr :D

ohoh.
i almost forgot.
grats to jacob for their win :D
i hate cat high,
so i'm glad they won :D

alright.
i have to study now (:

2009-02-14T18:14:00.006+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY ♥

spread your love ! (:

& to make this post even longer,

THANK YOU FOR YOUR GIFTS :

(names not in any order)

yuqing

sharlyn

huicheng

seraphina

xingjie

rachel

chenning

weilin

demi

zhenyee

clarawoon

yunxin

amanda

karen

yaokuang

jingwen

wanting

brenda

serene

sahran

zengjie

remind me if i left out your name (:

2009-02-13T20:12:00.001+08:00

HAPPY FRIDAY THE 13th ! ♥
amira! i updated (:

2009-02-10T19:47:00.005+08:00

its high time that i should stop wasting my time.
i dont have much left.
bye.
♥

2009-02-07T23:29:00.004+08:00

back from cherie's house :D
i had funfunfun (:
we were practically there to clear their food.
LOL.
pictures & vball along the road.
her brother is super cute :D

band was alright today.
sectionals and brass sectionals.

tuition is fun sitting beside deborah :D
haha.
we chatted too much :x

i finished shadow kiss.
not all stories have happy endings.
& how the story goes about,
affects my mood.
my mood fluctuates along with the story.
i have no idea why either.

so apparently,
the last 3 chapters of shadow kiss brought my mood right down.
its like so impossible pls.
how can the author be so cruel D:
i want & dont want to read blood promise.
okay, i'm contradicting myself.
the book is only going to come out in aug.
but either,
i'll have to wait till ~~sept~~nov.

alright,
i'm going to watch gossip girl now.

buria.

2009-02-06T20:36:00.003+08:00

updates :D
i have time now.
because i havent recalled what hmwk i have.

i had a super bad hair day.
when i woke up,
my hair was like ._.
so i had no choice but to tie it up.
i do miss my ponytail.
but i'm a lazy bum.
i need a haircut soon ! :D
karen must envy me for being able to get a haircut :D

maths test today was total crap.
but i deserve whatever grade i have,
because i didnt study at all ytd.
i was in a horrid mood.
my moodswings are getting from bad to worse.

& i have to emphasize that liuzhenbo suck as a teacher.
i'm so gonna fail higher chinese for my Os.
seriously,
who spends 1 period talking abt a summary,
& not complete it?
because he kept digressing.
& god know what happens during lessons.
i sit there & talk & do my own stuff now.

his lessons are so damn useless.
we might as well self study.
i miss yanglaoshi D:

guess what?
i'm in the same band as xingjie for geog,
& with yuqing for ss :D
i already got them to sit with me during remedials :D
& i'm going to study with yuqing every wed.
its compulsory.
heh (:
yay then i can absort some of her intelligence :D

i wanna to watch movies !
i'm persuading twin to watch bride wars with me on sun.
yes, pricey i know.
& i wanna watch suspectX & push & confessions of a shopaholic D:
time time.
i want more time. D:

visiting to cherie's house tmr ! :D
then twin's coming over to stay.
we're gonna watch gossip girls :D
tests next week are postponed.
so i have more free time over the weekend ! :D

xoxo.

2009-02-04T14:56:00.003+08:00

oh god.
look at the time.
i wonder when was the last time i got home before 3pm ._.
such a miracle.

i'm home early today because i'm not involved in math remedial.
& i cant go for practice because the juniors are using the instruments.
so i'm HOME :D

i'm so envious of amira.
shes gonna finish watching gossip girl season 1,
when she gets home today.
i'm stuck at epi4 for of season 2 for 2 weeks alr ._.
no time no time D:

geog test on tues was crap.
bio test today had loads of careless mistakes.
ayeaye.
i didnt study enough on details.

piano lesson ltr in the evening.
eng test tmr,
emath test & physics pretest on fri.
revision! :D

no time for blogs alr.
i'll post likely update agn on sun,
if i have extra time :D

i need help ._.

2009-02-02T20:01:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHERIE & JUNWEN :D

its been birthdays & birthdays everyday.

i'm so pissed off by mrs ismail.
she just told us that theres a test tmr TODAY.
wtf is this please.
& if she had finished teaching the stupid chapter,
i would at least accept the fact,
& go study for the bloody test.
but she hasnt ! D:
its all you fault if i get a bloody D or below on my report card.

i have to go study now.
at least push it pass to a C.
wtf.

2009-02-01T19:28:00.001+08:00

HAPPY SWEET 16th DAJIE! :D

alrights.
i have to study for my biology.
molecular genetics hates me as much as the plants do.
i need my A.

2009-01-31T20:24:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR BROTHER :D

his birthday marks the end of january.
its feb tmr.
its xingjie's birthday ! :D
the arrival of february,
shows that i've officially wasted one month,
that could have been used on my studies.
i must stop procrastinating.
i want my As and my 8points.

tuition today was fine :D
i still dont get the maximum minimum thing,
but i'll pay attention to miss deepa :D
sadly,
maths and i are not on very good terms.

out with huicheng after that.
plaza sing.
got cherie's present.
i have to lug it to sch on mon,
& squeeze with it on the bus D:

takashimaya.
i'm starting to hate artfriend now.
i spend so much there.
& yet their stocks come so slowly,
till now still no new stocks D:

searched high & low for xingjie's present.
couldnt find anything suitable.
luckily we dropped by sephora :D

trained back to bishan,
& i dropped by the library :D
i found shadow kiss.
i agree with twin,
that the excitement's gone,
but ohwell (:
i've not been reading for the past 1 week.

i read the newspapers today.
first time on my own accord ! :D
mustmustmust improve my english :D

alright,
i have things to be done.
bye.

2009-01-30T21:01:00.002+08:00

updates :D

its saturday tmr ! :D
& other then tuition,
i'm free free free ~

i'm going to artfriend tmr :D
then out with yuqing,yeeyong & jingwen in the evening.

lessons are rather alright now.
OH !
i got my first demerit for the year :D
for not doing physics hmwk.
i thought i'll get it first from mrs ismail.
but i havent seen her for 2weeks alr.

band.
sectionals today,
because of the audition.
& omg.
we have alot to work.
i better start planning before we die in march.

& today is the WORST DAY EVER.
super unlucky.
my best friend came to visit.
god damn it.

i have nth more to crap abt my mundane life.
my life works in a cycle now.
mon-band.
tues-tuition.
wed-piano.
thurs-tutoring.
fri-band.
sat-band&tuition.
sun-books :D

& sat tuitions are ineffective alr.
coz i have to rush here & there.
& i fall asleep in class D:
but thurs classes are in the evening which makes no difference,
because i'll sleep too.
god.

chunks of tests coming up.
i better spend more time making friends with my textbooks :D

2009-01-27T20:25:00.002+08:00

look :D
i'm wasting time blogging agn.
LOL.

chinese new year was boring like shit.
no festive mood at all.

kids were parading my house ytd afternoon.
my cousins were sitting together talking,
& i'm rotting in my room.
because of the age gap,
i dont have common topics with them ._.
so i went to entertain my nieces and nephew. :D

guess what?
my first niece was born when i was only 6.
i'm already an aunt when i'm 6.
wth ._.

& takero is super cute :D
his eyes are super pretty.
yesyes,
my half jap nephew.
i have relations with japanese ! :D
& he speaks only jap,
they're trying to teach him eng now.
so other than his mum,
the 30++ ppl in my hse were unable to communicate with him.
HAHA.

today was boring too.
my maternal relatives are rich :D
LOL.
i must go visit my 2nd uncle when he comes back from new zealand.
his angbao is big :D

& i've been feeling very guilty throughout these 2 days.
because i was a glutton.
& i ate ALOT.
omg.
i have to run more during PE tmr.

i've just spent 20 mins washing my nails.
i tried my best to remove the traces of black nail polish alr ok.

alright.
i shall go finish my eng article.
i dont want to get into trouble with mrs anand agn.
2 periods of chinese tmr.
god. hell.

2009-01-25T23:14:00.005+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR :D
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ZHENYEE! :D
( i wasnt able to blog ytd)

i wasnt actually very happy before this.
because my nails were giving me alot of trouble.
i think they're unhappy because i painted them black.
i pasted white nail art okay.
black is auspicious too :D
but i got better after talking to sera.
coz we talk stupid.
HAHA.

okay.
lets reflect about chinese newyear :D
things i hate about it.
1. i have to pack.
2. i have to help clean up.
3. my whole family of 30++ ppl have to squeeze in my small hse for 1 afternoon.
4. i hate chinese new year songs.
5. i hate those celebreties doing stupid things on tv.

things i like about it.
1. i get loads of angbaos coz all my 16 cousins are married :D
(i love being the 2nd youngest in the family.)
2. i get to buy new clothes, spend & dont get scolded.

i wont hide the fact that i love money.
money is one of the factos that you must have to survive in the society.
& money can really work wonder (:
& yes,
i do know that money cant buy everything.

okay.
i should go finish clearing up everything. :D
i'm gonna lock myself in the room together with my biology :D
angbaos come automatically.
i just have to stand there for 10 min,
after everyone arrives :D

psstpsst.
sera knows what i'm thinking :x
solid evidence :
joeyy. says:
:D
{ SERAphina - - says:
hi
(while i'm typing : why did your comp suddenly recover?)
{ SERAphina - - says:
laptop
{ SERAphina - - says:
wireless hacking now
joeyy. says:
how you know i want ask ! D:
{ SERAphina - - says:
I bet that's what you wanna ask ba
joeyy. says:
LOL !
{ SERAphina - - says:
hahahas

cute huh !
& red is the new black.
LOL.

2009-01-23T21:32:00.004+08:00

okayokay :D
i'm feeling alot better.
i got my voice back :D
but yaokuang's voice is still a higher pitch than mine ._.

lessons are fine.
my studies are some sort getting back on track (:
i still need help with chem.
yuqing !
oxidation,reduction,redox.

maths test.
omg.
make me worry like mad for the previous night for nth eh.
i thought they'll like twist the ques till super funny.
but in the end,
quite straightforward.
but,
alot of careless mistakes ._.
omg. points wasted.

i think i'm the best in class.
12-3=8
i can fail primary 1 with that pls ._.

band was okay.
my fingers are ... ...
like they're rotting away.
okay,
maybe not that much.

haowen&chelsea came (:
haowen wore long pants.
hahaha.

cheryl came today :D :D :D
i passed her her present (:
she & yuqing waited for me & sharlyn,
then we went for dinner together :D
talked talked (:

i reached home 2min before 9 :D

can you believe we've known cheryl for the 4th year alr ?
cheryl is going uni next year alr ! :D
cheryl is old :D :D :D
study hard okay!

okay,
i shall go copy my notes now :D
its high time i return them to hc alr :x

oyasumi (:

2009-01-21T17:51:00.002+08:00

i feel alot better now :D
(sometimes lying to yourself is good :D)
okay actually,
my throat still hurts like fish :D

i havent eaten any solid food in 3days alr ._.
mon was the best i only ate dinner.
ytd i ate breakfast & dinner.
today,
i feel hungry,
which means i'm recovering :D

& mon i was sleeping throughout the day,
i've been barely awake for less than 10hours :D
& i spend most of my 3 days,
lying on my bed watching tv/reading/sleeping.
basically,
rotting ._.
& if been lying down so much that my neck & my back hurts ._.

& i still wake up at 6plus,
lie on my bed and stare at the ceiling for 1 to 2 hours before getting up.
LOL.

i can finally go to sch tmr. :D
the only place i've been out of the house is the clinic.
with the doctor,
twice.
& he gave very horrid cough syrup ._.
the erst were pills so it was fine.
he knew i hate syrup & only wants pills,
he still gave me such a horrid one._.
& i have to go back on my inhaler alr D:

sch tmr means i have to get hmwk done.
& thankyou amanda a million for bringing my newspaper to my hse,
so i can complete my eng article :D
& bringing my library books back to the library.

& when i watched yulebaifenbai ytd,
tangyuzhe was on ! :D
his new album is out :D
*runs ard the freaking house if i could*
i know i'm slow.
but only for 5 days okay :D

okayokay,
homework time.
i need to revise for math test too :D

2009-01-17T20:22:00.004+08:00

its finally sun tmr ! :D
you wont be reading anything like:
' its finally fri'
or ' its finally sat tmr !' anymore
because saturdays are extensions of fridays.
which reduces my weekend to only a sunday.

&& grats to weixiang,weilin & devin.
for being selected as probation leaders.
3 out 6 are clarinetists.
i'm super proud for them :D

i went to pray my granddad in the morning.
i miss him loads.
i know dad does too.

tuition then went for full band.

nothing much actually.
i should go get my homework done.
& revise for my math test.

its the same old cycle repeating itself.

TAG REPLIES !
'huicheng : nonono ! i most obedient :D
'jessica : i sent you the song alr :D
'weilin : no lors. where will miss ? who will miss sleeping beside you ! LOL. hahas :D
'cheryl : yes i miss you ! how many cheryls do you think i know. of course its YOU ! :D
'chenning : aye. ignore la :D okay :D must tell me yeah ! loved ! (:

2009-01-15T17:03:00.002+08:00

omg.
i'm soso tired D:

YESTERDAY.
met yuqing after sch.
had lunch then went for band.
thankyou weilin for lending me your clarinet :D
but pls stop telling everyone that i slept with you for 10 days.

i went to practice with yuqing & demi,
while zhenyee was teaching ken.
& i cant believe ken looks like haowen ._.

i love 1 part of their heart & voice :D
super nice.
& i can play yuqing's overture 2 :D
heh :D
most of it,
coz i skipped some running notes :D'

i miss my clarinet D:
& i prefer it more.
at least my fingers dont peel,
& look super disgusting.

yuqing's gonna teach me chem next wed ! :D

TODAY
sch was fine.
eng lessons are fun now.
i ran during pe :D
no more slacking :D

bio.
fun as usual.
i love bio lessons with mr toh :D
chinese was as usual.
sat there & daydream,
but i promised to change starting next week.

assembly ._.
spotcheck.
i passed :D
i'm a good girl,
i pin up my hair, tuck in my shirt, unfold my skirt & i pulled up my socks :D
& pigs arent flying ._.

today's plan of coming home early to study was ruined,
due to piano make up lessons.
which was redundant,
coz i ended up half awake in front of the piano.

rushed to print photos before lesson.
& popular,
while waiting for the photos to print.

omg.
i feel like napping D:
i must go & do my hmwk.
& start doing up some presents alr.
i'm gonna sleep at 9pm today :D
hopefully,
i'll replenish a little energy.

looks like i have to spend half of my sunday sleeping.
to replenish my energy,
instead of spending that time with my books.

get well soon yeeyong !
& happy birthday to miss low :D

okay.
byebye :D

2009-01-13T19:33:00.002+08:00

i seemed like a long time since i last post.
but it was only 2 days ago.

okay.
no more unhappy stuff.
i should not dwell on it.
my mood was really so bad on mon.
i dont know why,
but i cant believe either,
i told keith.
although his advices dont really work but.
thankyou (:

& to amanda & jacob,
thank you loads too :D

& of course dearest yuqing.
thankyou for always being there for me,
& you give the best advices :D
i'll try my best,
i promise. (:

okay.
on a happy note,
i cant believe this either,
but school cheers me up alot.
with my sisters ard.
& yaokuang,
who makes me laugh non stop in class.

we're currently collating information on things,
till the end of the year.
hah :D
we were super bored.
lame yes. :D

& i got my chinese results ytd.
1 of the factors that made me decide to continue fighting.
i got an A1,
which i never did deserve.
& so,
i must not disappoint yanglaoshi,
& i'll work doubly harder for my hcl paper :D
i promise i'll listen in liuzhengbo's class.
but.
starting next week :D

i'm gonna fail my comb sci so badly,
because i still dont undestand oxidation,reduction & redox.
they refuse to befriend me ._.
i tried my best alr.
they just dont like me,
like sin cos & tan.
LOL.

from now on,
i'm gonna work doubly hard.
i want my 8 points :D
i'm gonna love every single teacher that comes in,
that i'll pay full attention to them :D
i'll try my best to fulfil that (:

i'm so digusted by my own fingers now ._.

another random thing.
i missed hugging hugable xingjie, :D
& i only realised ytd that it has been a long time since i hugged her before ytd.

i shall go complete the hmwk that needs to be handed up tmr :D
one step at a time.

& cheryl if you read this.
i miss you ok ! :D

2009-01-11T16:25:00.004+08:00

-editted-

okay.
my mood has been veryveryvery bad these few days.
that even writing in my diary isnt helping much.
talking to ppl doesnt help either,
because i dont even know the fucking reason why i'm like that.

i dont know.
everthing is breathing down my neck..

2009-01-10T21:47:00.004+08:00

morning.
sectionals.
then spring cleaning.
stupid vacuum that doesnt work.
& i emptied the dustbin the 2nd time in my 15 years :D
& i didnt make a mess unlike the first time!
*clapsclaps*

i talked with sharlyn & yuqing alot today :D
jiayous okay (:
we'll go through this together.
loved ! (:

lunch at mac with the clarinets.
:D
home-d ard 3 plus.
something super unlucky happened to me.
& no matter who i tell,
they'll laugh like mad.
._.

left home ard 4 plus,
to meet sera at orchard.

first to far east,
then to that cd shop opposite.
i love that cd shop :D
& mango.
then over to shaw plaza's mango.

& i finally bought a mango basic tee after 2 hours ++ of walking.
walked ard wisma after that.
then taka.
sera & i were trying heels the whole day.
she wants to train so that she can wear her oxford heels someday.
she infected me to start liking oxford heels too :D

i hate the mango one.
omg.
just that little while made my feet hurt.
i wonder how ppl like ~~miss lesa~~ mrs sim survive in heels that high everyday ._.
i like the m)phosis one :D
i hope mummy lets me buy them for newyear.
then i can wear it to band dinner too :D
but,
its $42 ._.

met gina & tricia.
then train-ed back with tricia,
while sera & gina continued back to far east.

stupid sera.
shes hoping that i get depression,
so as to prove that she guessed correctly that i'm having depression ._.
wth right.
& she wants a cert in RED saying :
certified cause of joey's depression ._.
LOL.

guess what ?
i'm still lacking of a bottom & a pair of shoes.
i'm going with mummy to find them tmr morning.
afternoon mummy is gonna bake pineapple tarts :D
while i do my hmwk,
then evening swim with mandi ! :D

& 7 our of my 10 fingers are peeling.
& 4 are peeling to a state that i hurts ._.
dont ask me why fingers on my right hand are peeling too.
i have no idea.

i'm soso tired.
i'm gonna go slp.
but first,
THANK YOU MY DEAR TWIN FOR ACCOMPANYING ME SHOPPING !
i know i'm a very troublesome bitch.

2009-01-09T20:29:00.002+08:00

its finally the weekends.
even though theres still sectionals tmr morning,
i finally get time to piece my life back.
its in a total mess now.
i dont know why,
& i dont know how to fix it.

sch was fine.
after sch everyday is either tuition or band.
chem's oxidation,reduction & redox is still in a mess.
bio's molecular genetics too.

shopping with sera tmr.
finally.
i must make sure that i get everything i need tmr.
or else i wont be able to get them alr.
must complete buying all my newyear clothes tmr.

& sunday.
other than swimming with amanda in the evening,
i'll lock myself in the room for the rest of the day,
& spend it with my math,bio & chem.
& if i have time to spare,
physics & geog.

okay,
i shall stop wasting time.
& get things done.

i'm not as strong as you think i am.

2009-01-06T20:13:00.003+08:00

okay.
i didnt do much of maths last night :D
i ate med and went to sleep at 9 plus.

even so,
i still feel shagged today.

maths in the morning already made me a mad woman.
stupid arc length & sector.
stupid chapter that i dont understand.
stupid emath we have to study D:

chem was a blur.
i dont understand ._.
eng was fine.
worksheets & more worksheets.

chinese was D:
i didnt manage to sleep so i got really grouchy.
physics was okay.
ss,
when i was preparing to nap,
group work ._.
but loads if fun with amira & amanda. :D
we spent half the time,
with me filling them in the whole twilight saga :D

lunch then tuition.
at the end i was like super sleepy,
that i cant be bothered to think alr.

bus ride home was D:
squeezy like mad ._.
this is why i aim to buy a car when i start work :D
lets see how long i need to save up for a porsche :D
i must be day dreaming.

piano lessons tmr !
my teacher is gonna hack me into manymany pieces :D
because i didnt practice on any exam pieces,
everyday,
the only piece i practice is 'river flows in you' :D
HAHA.

i want to watch gossip girl season 2 ! D:

but sorry to disappoint those who hate me,
& wants me to fail & get last in class.
not going to happen :D

i'm not watching till i get my studies back on track.
everything is in a mess now.
so i'm gonna spend more time on studying,
& other things are gonna be put aside for the time being :D

i have to kick my comp habit. :D
i on my comp the min i reach home everyday.
natural thing to do when i get home.

NEW resolutions to be added :
11. no sleeping in class & pay attention.
12. cut down comp time.

alright,
homework time ! :D

2009-01-05T19:29:00.002+08:00

quick update :D
i have hmwk to rush.
i better start clearing them before they start piling up. (:
newyear resolution no.5 : homework to be done at home :D

school today was bad.
because it started off with CHINESE ._.
i was there doing my maths,
occasionally,
almost dozing off ._.
eng was fine after that.

maths was in a blur.
miss deepa was going super fast.
LOL.
& bio was a disaster.
because i sat there staring at mr toh,
trying to understand the things that hes teaching. D:

looks like i have hell loads to catch up.
which means,
no more gossip girl for me untill my life get back on track.

its in a mess now.

band was fast today.
it ended pretty early i guess.
say hi to my first official blister :D
i've been showing it to people,
& zhenyee keeps saying i'm disgusting :D

swimming on last sat with mandi :D
i went jogging ytd,
but only 1 round due to my stupid cough.

my cough is getting worse.
looks like i have to drink the stinky syrup D:

i hope tuition tmr turns out fine :D
my brain isnt tuned back yet.

alrights.
homework time :D

2009-01-02T20:38:00.002+08:00

i know i promised to reduce my posts.
but its first day of sch for god's sake !
even it doesnt feel like it,
nor neither do i feel like a sec4,
because i doubt i even had my holiday ._.

the day was well,
okay (:
unexpected.

a very depressing matter.
i'm not sitting with amanda anymore.
my duty partner has officially changed to my seating partner too.
yaokuang ._.
but at least amanda is seating behind me.

& oh god.
i'm sitting back at my place when i sat with fion.
the super comfy one,
that makes me sleep.
& stupid yaokuang made me sit there !
coz he claims that when he sat there he almost retained.
so he wants me to get retained ?!?!?
wth ._.

i have more shocking news.
i'm officially getting F9 for my higher chinese,
if i'm gonna continue when my results permit.
because,
I GOT LIU ZHEN BO AS MY CHINESE TEACHER.
omg ,
i'm gonna die.

wth!
when i decided to be a gd girl to yanglaoshi,
& hand up my hmwk on time to her,
she doesnt teach me anymore ? D:
depressing.

orientation perf was ._.
sectionals was okay.

at the end,
when the clarinets came back.
they sat in a circle to play,
& i sat in between cheryuen & demi.
demi's techniques are improving (:
i'm glad to hear that :D

it was a series of funny events after that :D
haha.

home-d.

swimming with mandi tmr ! :D
i insist the swimming is better than running.
because,
in this hot weather,
the pool is cooler.
& swimming works your arms too :D

i badly need to slim down.
i cant believe i'm saying this,
but i think i should get advice from devin.
you should get what i mean,
if you've seen devin 8months ago ._.

&& god gave me a second chance.
so i'm gonna cherish it,
& finish my hmwk over the weekend :D

alrights,
quality time with my diary & novel (:

2009-01-01T16:44:00.003+08:00

to make sure i fulfil my newyear resolutions.
i shall cut down my blogging habits,
with effects when sch reopens.
which is,
sadly,
TOMMOROW.

whoevers kind & rich enough,
please prepare a coffin for me,
if i dont die tme,
i'll still die on mon (:

nana & sera left ard 3plus 4.
i claimed i wanna do my hmwk.
which is most likely not .
& gina cant see,
coz she threw her contact lens away last night ._.

after sera's supper last night,
( !!! i still suspect sth yo ! :D )
we watched gossip girl all the way till 3am ++ in the morning.
when i couldnt stand anymore,
& doze-d off.
while gina was knitting ._.

sera is veryvery bad.
shes influencing me to get hooked on shows.
after gossip girl,
she tried to make me watch iljimae.
i will not get hooked on to iljimae,
even though lee joon ki is very gd looking :D

its disney channel's do nothing day :D
but i'll most probably rot doing nth.
so i'm gonna go complete some math,
and seriously neaten up my table.
& pack for sch tmr.
its been ages since i last saw amanda & karen. (:

timetable is like D:
& they're banding or eng,
or so i've heard.
i sure hope i get mrs lai or mrs anand,
or i can just get an F9 for eng for my Os.

theres band tmr.
i shant rant,
because there should be a practice on fri.
maybe i'll get bro to accompany me to go jog after practice :D
i badly need to slim down.

♥

2009-01-01T00:16:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR :D

i just finished couting down with sera & gina.
& we shaked hands,
with each other & our poohs :D

2008-12-31T14:33:00.003+08:00

while waiting for my gossip girl to load,
i shall blog :D

popular,
then haircut.
i think i look like willy wonka now :D
LOL.

then to library.
shadow kiss is up,
but all on loan D:
i feel so deprived of books after being detached from the libary for so long.

i shant crap much.
gina & sera are coming to stay tonight.
& countdown.
nana's bringing hmwk,
so we can complete them together :D

i sure hope i can clear at least half of maths :D

both my tables are so messy,
be it my study desk or my comp desk,
tabletop or under the table.
so i shall pack them when i have time.

its the last day of 2008.
i so dread 2009,
so i hope it'll pass soon.
but even so,
whats new year without making new year resolutions ? :D

here goes,
MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS. :D
(even though i have more details in my diary )

1. stop being so lazy.
2. study harder.
3. L1R5 less than 10.
4. stop last min works.
5. do my homework at home
6. hand in my hmwk on time. (esp chi )
7. be less noisy. :D
8. neaten up.
9. spend more time with my piano.
10. be more understanding & stop being so hot-tempered.
11. less vulgarities (i'll try :D )
12. be a good girl.
13. to reduce all blogging activities :D

okay,
i think i'm done. :D
fyi,
resolutions 6 & 12 ,
has been on the list since i was 10. :D
LOL.

2008-12-30T22:16:00.006+08:00

i'm blogging agn.
since i have nth better to do,
while my ep7 reloads.
i hope it doesnt cock up.
[crosses finger]

i spent 5hours in the morning from 9 plus till 1plus 2.
looking for ep3.
& i still didnt manage to see the last 4 min.

watched ep4-6.
then off to tuition.
tuition was okay i guess.
but i still cant rmb much on trig.
sin,cos&tan refuse to make friends with me ._.
( lets not speak abt cot,cosec,&sec)

home-d.
wanted to watch ep7.
but it cocked up.
so i spent another 2 hours,
looking for ep 7.
clicking on every single web on google & yahoo.

& i still cant find.
some webs have time limits.
some restricts to american users.
~~some~~ half needs to be unlocked by doing some shit survey,
which cannot be opened by IE ._.

seriously.
with such advanced technologies,
wtf is this ?!?!?

i got so pissed that i decided to go rent the season,
if it doesnt cost much.
then i realised,
the nearest shop needs an ic.
& mine is kept by my mum.

so,
what makes you think my mum will give me my ic,
to go rent gossip girl,
when sch is reopening in 2 days time.

& i just got on,
& the video is reloading.
hopefully nth goes wrong & i can watch.

& i lied to my mum that i finished my hmwk.
LOL.
but in actual fact i've only done my bio & eng.
& not cleared even 1/3 of my math pile.

great.
miss deepa's gonna skin me alive on fri.
& which ever teacher whose hmwk i wasnt informed of,
since i missed 1 week of conquer o.

actually,
it include my chi teacher,
& some other teachers except mdm anantha.
because i didnt do any e-learning hmwk,
except for ss.

HAHA.
what a joke.
who would wanna go back to sch under such circumstances ._.

2008-12-30T11:24:00.002+08:00

sisters bbq cum gift exchange ytd.
with renee & cherie as special guests :D

sorry for being late yeah.
i caused huicheng to be late too.
rushed off to meet her to get drinks after band.
then to clara's house :D

most were in flipflops,
& some in fbts ._.
so i madetoo much a hassle to change,
because its fated that i should have my pe shirt on.
my polo tee got stained with pepsi ._.

ate,
cooked,
talked,
gossip-ed :D
cherie claims we have alot of insights (:

there are cat traps in castle green D:
to catch the family of cats.
there were at least 6 of them.
seriously wtf is wrong with having cats roaming ard?
they arent hurting anyone.
inhumane act D:

loads of left over food.
clara's sis is a replica of her :D
hahas.

gift exchange by the pool side.
i got renee's (:
yunxin got mine :D
i hope she likes her birthday present,
even though its pretty flimsy ._.

daddy came to fetch me home.

had loads of fun :D
there are reasons why xingjie&gina are the older 2 (:

got up at 9 plus today.
i hate the stupid internet.
for the past 2 hours,
i've been trying to watch gossipgirl ep3.
& apparently till now,
i havent finished the 41 min show.
i have 10 more min to go.

every stupid website cocks up at some partof the ep.
that i cant even watch it D:
god damn it.

stupid.
i'll go search for more websites.

tuition ltr in the afternoon.
bye (:

2008-12-28T21:43:00.002+08:00

post no. 444 (:
it didnt made it for twilight.
LOL.

out with the 2 crazy nuts today :D

met up with sera to teach me maths.
i still havent cleared chapter 7 yet though.
but i finished my eng :D
shopped ard hub while waiting for gina.
gina made us walk to her tuition centre to meet her,
& walk back to hub ._.

tpy to get her shoes,
then off to plaza sing.
daiso to get her materials,
i got my wrapping stuff.

sera & me walked ard,
while gina stayed at daiso for who-knows-how-long ._.
dinner at mos.
nana didnt eat D:

then over to orchard.
split up.
nana went to artfriend.
while me & twin went over to paragon,
to get her exchange gift. :D

met up ltr at artfriend to help nana decide her stuff.
off to mango to get sera's basic.
aft 3 mango outlets,
she decided to give up on the red one,
& bought the white one instead.

home-d

band tmr ._.
sisters bbq tmr ! :D
& i'm broke,
that i've to borrow $$ from my bro to buy the stuff ._.

& dress code is smart&casual.
nana insisted on no sch related stuff.
which means i have to bring clothes to change.
omfg i have to bring lots of stuff to sch tmr! D:

twin influenced me to watch gossip girl.
which is veryvery nice.
i wanna watch epi 3,
but my comp is lagging like damn fuck now.
so i have to watch on tues ._.
blake lively is prettaye :D

i better go pack my stuff,
in case i leave anything behind tmr.

xoxo (:

2008-12-27T21:26:00.003+08:00

updates ! :D

hmwk last night failed miserably.
i procrastinated & start only at 8.35pm.
& upon opening the exercise,
i found out that i've clean forgotten abt amaths.
i cant rmb a single shit.

so i struggled for 1 hour just to get 1 pathetic exercise done ._.
which usually with the same time i can complete 2 ._.

i'm gonna struggle like mad after school reopens.
god.
shit my short term memory._.
lots to catch up.

late for tuition.
as usual.
i was stuck there trying to refresh & catch up with trigo D:
so tuition was D: today.

went to queenstown to me the blogshop person.
we were 30min early.
so me & hc sat there & chat :D

train-ed to amk to print photos for yx's present.
& i forgot to include cheryl's ._.
hc got her gift exchange gift :D

home-d then bitch twin & bitch sis popped up.
did yunxin's present :D

talked & got alittle crazy.
sera was gaga-ing over jackson rathbone the whole time.
& we love the ponyo song :D
haha(:

the 2 crazy nuts left at 9.15.

they're gonna camp on newyear's eve.
LOL.
god knows what will happen :D

i'm gonna do hmwk tmr morning.
hopefully i can get through chapter 7 ._.

i'm gonna sleep soon.
oyasuminasai (:

oh.
thankyou bitchtwin & xj for the cupcake :D

2008-12-26T19:36:00.003+08:00

hellos.
i'm back from japan.
& i miss there alot D:
the pretty pretty snow.

too bad it didnt snow on chrismas D:

& as you know how lazy i am,
i'm not gonna update abt the trip,
pictures only when i feel like it. :D

i take back what i said abt missing the warmth of the sun.
because its damn warm D:

out with yuqing today :D
caught bedtime stories.
was super funny :D
i love bugsy[?]

artfriend :D
lack of stock,
so i'll keep that idea for valentines' day :D
walked back to taka,
to get the gift for gift exchange :D
its a lousy gift ._.
& i got my handphone pouch,
like finally :D

home-d at 4plus.
earlyearly :D

practiced my piano :D
i sure did miss it for the past week.
& the only time i got to see a piano,
it had a note saying : please do not touch the piano.
._.

i spent 20min polishing my piano :D
& i got a piano musical box from japan :D
i want my crystal piano figurine :D
(dear santa, i havent recceived my gift yet :D )

i should really stop procrastinating.
i'm still procrastinating now.
i should start on my hmwk now.
& i'm gonna sleep early,
as soon as i finish my amaths chapter 7 hmwk.

my mood's been bad,
due to the lack of slp.
so the gift was badly wrapped.
maybe i'll rewrap tmr :D
i'm gonna see hc & sera & xj tmr :D
if i'm not wrong :D
i've not seen lala&yx in ages ! D:

i shall now go drown myself in my pile of maths hmwk :D

everyones moving on,
i should stop staying stagnent,
& let go too.

2008-12-26T03:25:00.000+08:00

ただいま ! (:

MERRY CHRISMAS :D (late)

2008-12-17T21:03:00.007+08:00

OFF

TO

JAPAN ♥

18th-26th DEC

-----------------------------
i'll be boarding the plane in 9 hours time :D
i wont miss this pathetic little island of ours (:
just my lovelies.
i dont think i'll wanna come back :D

bye ! (:

2008-12-17T17:27:00.006+08:00

met yuqing & cheryl at 12.
i was 1/2 min late :x
:D
its been long since i last saw cheryl ! (:

bought tickets,
then to ntuc to get snacks :D
lunch-ed at foodfair.
sat there for super long,
& we talked alot & alot :D

twilight was.
disappointing.
but it was okay.
still disappointing.
maybe just like yuqing says,
because everyone says it sucks,
& we didnt expect much,
so it seems ok :D

it was super choppy,
& progressing too fast alr.
& they cut alot.
edward glittering is scary,
instead of pretty.
omg ._.

carlisle is omg-ly good looking :D
rosalie&victoria is not pretty.
alice is :D
i agree with twin that jasper is cute.
but the cullens had really little lines except for alice & carlise.
& edward of course.
i think emmett had like 3 lines only ?!?!?

i like eric !
hes good looking :D
jessica is pretty,
mike has nice eyes :D
LOL.

i super love the baseball scene ! :D
super cute,
the way they play :D

okay i shant comment anymore.
since the director has been sacked alr.
she should be lors.
i wont mind if she dragged longer,
& postponed the date to produce a quality movie._.

& i know cheryl & yuqing got irritated by me at the beginning,
because i was like : 'shouldnt the curtains be yellow?'
or 'there are 3 different chairs at the dining table but theres 2 similar ones'
or 'i thought her computer was an old desktop & not a laptop ._.'
LOL.

pardon me for remembering the details,
because i re-read the book last week ._.

& we've made a promise to watch all twilight saga movies together :D
heh.
cheryl is gonna be old by then :D
she was super slow today.
maybe due to her lack of sleep,
can ti liang :D

& next time i wanna talk to cheryl,
i'll just talk to the dog :D

i washed off my black nailpolish alr.
or my nails will have a lack of oxygen.
after effects of black nailpolish : rotting-like nails.
LOL.

i'm having phobia of airplane food since the trip back from newyork ! D:
& omg i'm gonna sit a domestic flight in japan ! :D

okay,
i should go pack my bag now.
one thing cool abt my family,
we only pack for our holiday the night before the flight :D

2008-12-17T09:04:00.003+08:00

yay !
our dear lowsimin is backbackback ! :D
& she can make it ltr.
so we'll be catching twilight ltr on ! :D

me & yuqing were like waiting online tgt till close to 1.
the damn flight schedule wasnt anywhere near exact.
i didnt manage to check whether the last 3 flights landed,
because it was alr 17/12 ._.

my sleeping problems are starting agn ._.
slept at 1 plus.
woke up at 4 ._.
saw cheryl's msg :D

couldnt sleep until daddy went for work at ard 6plus ._.
& i was drifting between conciousness & sleep.
so it aint any better.
& i woke up at 8plus as usual.

so now i have darkcircles to match my black nails :D

i didnt manage to finish cheryl's present.
& i just realised i cannot do art at night.
omg,
the foam letters came out horrid,
so i have to redo.
but the frame is so off colour that i cant do anything to it alr.
its the most screwed one i've done ._.

& i havent done any hmwk at all,
till now,
EXCEPT bio.
LOL.
EITHER,
miss deepa & mrs anand is gonna scream their heads off at me.
& some other teachers that i dont know they have given any hmwk.
because i wasnt ard.
OR,
i'll work myself to death when i get back from japan.
[most likely not happening]
LOL.
so wish me luck when sch reopens :D

i'm gonna go spam download songs into my mp3,
or i'll rot in japan.
omg i havent bought poker ._.
i wanna bring a book.
but theres none.
i'm not gonna bring any of my twilight saga,
over my dead body ._.

okay,
i wanna go practice my piano now,
i'm gonna miss my piano for the next 1week plus.
who cares if anyone is still sleeping,
i never was a considerate neighbour :D

2008-12-16T19:16:00.003+08:00

out with yuqing today :D
& my one day just ended so quickly.

met her at 11, :D
& trained to cityhall.
walked over to bras basar.
bought papers at popular,
then materials for cheryl's present at artfriend.

walked back to marina sq for lunch.
kfc.
i cant rmb when was the last time i ate that ._.

trained to vivo after that :D
daiso !
bought glass stones & wrapper.

went over to artfrenzy to do mummy&daddy's present.
i feel so cheated of my $15 ._.
damn crap.
now i know what pen can be used to decorate glass :D
LOL.

then over to pet safari :D
dogdogdog :D
the dog collars there were too ex,
so i went back to daiso,
to get mine. :D
dont ask me why i bought a dog collar,
even though i dont have a dog ._.

shopped ard.
then trained back to bishan ard 5plus.
went to collect my xmas present from my piano teacher,
& passed hers hers :D
yay my sally hansen black nailpolish :D

even though twilight is gonna suck like i dont know what.
i still wanna watch.
i've been waiting for it for months,
& after months you tell me to not watch because it sucks?
no way.

for the whole day,
me&yuqing have been waiting for cheryl's reply.
but it didnt appear.
& everytime we walked pass a twilight poster :
' D: cheryl... ...'
LOL.

& till now cheryl hasnt reply D:
dear lowsimin pls reply soon ! :D

i havent packed my bag for japan.
i havent done cheryl's present.
i better get to work now :D
after i check the flight times from hongkong to spore.

2008-12-15T21:00:00.003+08:00

updates !

shopping with mummy & aunt ytd.

even though mummy claim to stay home & pack our luggages ._.

i didnt bought anything though.

i dont like departmental stores (:

nana [bitch sis] came over after that.

all the way till 9 plus,

so i didnt manage to pack anything ._.

outing to buy bitch stuffs ok ! :D

woke up early today.

8.45am.

but i was still late in meeting waiyean & the rest.

LOL.

they left at 11 after buying everything.

so i sat there for 30mins waiting for the clarinets :D

bus-ed down to pasir ris :D

then to pasir ris park.

& the beehoon is SUPER heavy,

for god sake.

me,yuqing,chenning & jessica got lost finding the toilet at the park.

& we walked 1 big roung just to get there ._.

ate,

then to the sea :D

i love the sea :D

super nice :D

left with weixiang early.

the mud on the fields are D:

i dont understand why pigs enjoy rolling in mud.

used all the water in my bottle,

just to get my legs clean.

but not entirely,

due to the shortage of water ._.

late for tuition by 30 ._.

lessons were okay today :D

hc change her $30 alr D:

i still need 91 more points.

god.

thankyou dumbdumb for always accompanying me to tuition ! :D

& lending me your notes to copy :D

home-d ard 6 plus.

i got addicted to the bella's lullaby on weiting's blog.

its a fake one though.

its 'river flows by you' by yiruma.

i finally found the piano score after super long ! :D

i spent like an hour.

& stupidly its the first link on google,

& i didnt click ! ._.

out with yuqing tmr !

we decided to slash ikea out.

since theres nth we wanna get there,

& the travelling time is like ... ...

i hope lowsimin replies my sms tmr.

i hope she come back in the morning/afternoon.

i hope she'll be able to make it on wed. :D

*prays hard*

pictures !

due to laziness&boredom,

i went to edit the pictures into collages (:

2008-12-13T19:09:00.004+08:00

i feel utterly sleepy.
i'll most probably sleep early tonight :D

mummy forced me up at 0945 ._.
piano lesson was crap.
i ended up chatting with the teacher half the time ._.
because i didnt practice,
so theres nth much to be done.

& o2 skin nailpolish suck like mad ._.
i'm not gonna buy from there agn.
my piano teacher is gonna get me a sally hansen black nail polish for me :D
coz i told her,
i wont use colours other than black :D
YAY.
it'll be my fourth bottle (:

lunch at ajisen.
MSG horrid like mad ._.
tuition after that.
was like trying to understand the stupid chapter ._.
zzz.

xingjie camped at popular for super long !
so home-d at 4plus.

i got bored.
so i started doing loads of quizzes on facebook.
mostly on twilight.
& i perfect the twilight saga quote quiz & the ultmate twilight quiz :D
HAHAHHA :D

& i have OED.
obsessive edward disorder ._.
naturally.
LOL
the one of the quiz is an evidence of how bitch i am :D

i better go start on my hmwk.
if not i'll end up no doing any,
when sch reopens.

ohoh.
& we've chosen heart&voice as our choice piece.
D:
i dont like playing the tuba's part ! D:
troublesome,
still have to transpose ._.
but i'm starting to like it :D

alterations ! :D
new dates to look forward to :
16/12- ikea & brasbasar with yuqing!♥
17/12- twilight with yuqing & cheryl!♥
[subject to cheryl's availability *prays*]
18/12- JAPAN ! :D
26/12-bedtime stories with yuqing & sharlyn[tbc]
27/12- sisters gathering! ♥
31/12- out with lixin! ♥

& i've packed rest of my holidays.
everyday is filled with sth.
& i totally forgot that i have tuition,
so i have to make changes.
when the time comes.
great._.

2008-12-12T19:25:00.003+08:00

i woke up at 7.45 today.
i almost couldnt get out of bed T.T
because i slept 11plus ytd.
i'm still very sleep deprived ._.

& i cant sleep in late tmr.
because i have piano lessons at 1030,
due to the swap with my bro.
tuition after that D:

met weixiang, sharlyn & devin for breakfast at mac.
one thing good abt weixiang is that he is always early ._.
& i was on time :D

out with bestfriend after the wake.
i was late late late ! D:
but she was off searching for things for her hamster.
LOL.

first to plaza sing to get my mp3 fixed.
yes,
it hanged agn on sun ._.
then to novena's cotton on.

lastly to vivo.
shopped. :D
i didnt get anything much.
i wanted that forever 21 top.
but its like $38 ._.

i bought a new pencilcase from 37degrees :D
lixin paid half as a present :D
daiso.
she went to get her hamster stuff.
i need to go vivo agn soon.

trained home ard 5plus.
poor lixin still had to go for amaths tuition at 7.
& she's not eating regularly ! D:

loads of fun today :D
caught up alot (:
another outing with bestfriend on the 31st most prob :D
we're gonna go get lockets (:

i'm depressed !
twilight preimieres today !
gv has started showing alr.
i hope to bring forward the date with cheryl & yuqing to the 17th.
so we can catch it soon,
after cheryl comes back & before i leave. D:

i hope yuqing comes online soon.
i wanna discuss with her abt it.
& i have plenty to tell her :D

okay,
i shall go paint my nails black now.
finally.
LOL.

2008-12-11T20:34:00.004+08:00

TO DEAR GINA:
I HAVE DECIDED TO OFFICIALLY IGNORE YOUR TAG FOR THE QUIZ :D.
i know you still love me (:

back from band camp :D
with fingers&arms&legs aching like i dont know what.

bees invaded the band room last night.
WHY?
because the stupid school went to destroy their natural habitat,
when they never even hurt anyone.
& thus wasted our practice time,
chasing the bees out [failed].
so mr tan w.h. used insecticide,
which is very effective,
that the poor bees lose conciousness after 2 sprays ._.

pupeng & laura came :D

physical training in the moring was horrid,
with all the aches here & there.
cup noodles's MSG was horrid,
which made my whole tastebuds & mouth feeling uncomfortable the whole day D:

tutoring was as usual.
the tutor's phone kept ringing this time ._.
he really damn slack pls ! D:

i finally know what is hand cramp & finger cramp.
sounds ridiculous,
but seriously hurting.

so this time instead of sitting till my butt ache,
me & zhenyee stood till our legs ache.
LOL.

mummy just got home with dinner,
when i decided to not wait & go sleep ._.
LOL.

&& i have tons of hmwk waiting for me,
since i was too lazy to complete any before the band camp.
EXCEPT bio :D

dates that i'm looking forward to :
12/12 - outing with lixin ! :D
[because i havent seen her for so so long.]
16/12 - outing with yuqing! :D
[because its yuqing :D]
18/12 - overseas !
[because its JAPAN.]
26/12 - twilight.
[not because its twilight, because i'm going with yuqing & cheryl :D]

alright,
off to bed soon :D

2008-12-08T12:08:00.002+08:00

its been raining all morning,
& my mood aint any better.
mummy forced me out of bed at 9plus to go get breakfast D:

i seriously need my sleep D:
i slept at 1plus last night.
couldnt sleep agn.
plus i jumped up in the middle of the night to find twin's passport.

long story why her passport is with me.
my maid just found it in a pile of clothes ._.

i'm so dreading band camp.
i have no idea why.
the feeling wasnt this strong at the beginning.
until all of others started rubbing of me,
i totally dont feel like going.
i hope i survive.
D:
i dont get to sleep beside yuqing alr D:

i've started re-reading twlight ytd :D
i hope i can finish it today,
or i'll most probably feel more like dying during band camp.
yes,
even though i've read it before.

& i havent bloody touched my math hmwk at all.
HAHA.
& i said i wanna clear everything by band camp ._.

i have lots of thing to complete by today.
must finish reading twilight.
complete lixin's present (:
& pack for band camp.
LOL.

hopefully i'll have to time.

oh well,
back to twilight (:

2008-12-06T21:21:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY TO DEAREST YUNXIN ! ♥

currently on the phone with twin & nana.
they escaped from mumbo (:

full band yesterday was tiring.
me & zhenyee stood there for 4 hours ._.
& Bflat & low F were total killers. D:
we're not doing jacob's.
yay :D

managed overture 1 :D
my score is super messy D:

meeting started at 3 plus.
LOL.

tuition after that with dumbdumb.
i was like dozing off halfway through,
so the 2nd half of the lesson is a blur D:

out with xingjie today :D
she was only slightly late today (:
orchard.
artfriend & creative hands & the better toy store.
as usual :D

home-d ard 5.

dinner with daddy (:

i spent alot of money this month D:
upon calculations,
then amount has aleady exceeded $100 D:
omg.
& amount doesnt include money spent on food,
because they dont give receipts.
LOL.

& library fines.
omg,
i still havent finish that book.
i should go finish it up now,
& return it back tmr.

hmwk,
all not done still.
except biology.
LOL.
the amount of math hmwk is HORRIBLE.
i feel like dying alr.
& 2 chapters that i missed also.
no clue abt them at all.

book.

2008-12-04T21:33:00.002+08:00

quick updates :D
busybusy day.

woke up at 9plus.
watch 1 epi of danchaofan ._.
yeahyeah i know that i said i didnt wanna watch the last post.
but tangyuzhe ! :D

decided to not watch the last epi,
& went for practice.
since i told zhenyee i'll be there ard 11.
i left my house at 11 ._.

100 bows per string :D
then lunch (:
talked alot with zhenyee (:

mostly rotting till tutor came.
tried overture1,
which didnt turn out that well.
he was here the longest among all the tutorings pls.
1hour50min.
*claps*
LOL.

meeting after that.
drag super long can,
wth.
so i ended up with no time to go home,
to get my books nor bathe.

went to j8 straight for dinner,
& got my bro to get my books to me. :D
piano lesson was crap.
because i didnt practice much,
& the exam book bores me like shit.
none of the 3 pieces for C was nice.
so i was forced to choose jazz agn.
wth D:

home-d at 9 plus. D:

band camp next week.
my first band camp not sleeping beside yuqing D:

band tmr at 9am D:
meeting at 2pm.
tuition at 4.30pm.
LOL,
another packed day.

my mum claims that i keep going out.
but the fact that she says this is because i'm not at home everyday,
& i'm at home everyday because i'm in SCHOOL.
& she refuses to let me out the house to shop unless i give valid reasons.
wtf ._.

ohwell,
i need to sleep.
look at my horrid dark circles.
i just hope i dont doze off during tuition tmr. D:
differentiation.

off to tidy up my scores,
so that i can finally slp (:

2008-12-03T12:29:00.004+08:00

yay,
i'm easily kicking my blogging habit alr (:
with the help of my diary. :D

guess what,
joey the lazy gets up at 8plus every morning AUTOMATICALLY now.
i'm so worn out by the month,
& i cant even slp in late ._.
i'm having problems sleeping at night too.
gosh,
i guess i really need those sleeping pills ._.

LOL.

i've been going for practices at 9plus.
wow.
when did i ever go for extra practices,
other than full band & sectionals ._.
like i have a choice now.
we have alot to catch up -.-

okay,
enough of crap.
i've decided to sleep in today,
& skip individuals.
in the end,
i woke up at 9.15,
which made no much difference.

oh well,
i chatted with lixin on the phone for an hour :D
i miss her like plenty !
outing next fri :D
all her souveniers that i got for her,
everytime i go abroad,
finally 1 whole pack can pass it to her :D

& i got time to practice my piano seriously,
my teacher has been complaining,
for the past 1 month that i didnt practice ._.
yeah,
true though,
coz every day i get home from band,
i'm so freak tired that i dont practice much on my piano.

& because of band:
- i havent finished my book that is date dued alr.
- not much time to go out which in turn saves money (:
- neglected my piano.
- practically left my bro to rot at home everyday, like i'm out to camp
[ it doesnt have any diff to him now ]
- too lazy to start on hmwk.
- backed out on mumbo on my first year. -.-
- cant get a job

LOL.
everyone's the same.
blame it on my poor time management.

i'm gonna stop watching beethoven virus.
because the girl is blind for not choosing the hot trumpt guy,
& instead chose the ugly old conductor ._.
i'm gonna stop watching dan chao fan too :D
coz that girl didnt choose tangyuzhe,
so i'm not watching alr.
HAHA :D

i'm gonna start on my hmwk prior today ! :D
no more last min work.
must finish everything before band camp.
so i can enjoy my well deserved band break,
with only revisions to cover.
i have plenty to catch up D:
coz i cant rmb a single shit i learnt this year.
HAHAHAHAHA.
what a joke._.

i shall go start on bio now :D

2008-11-29T19:36:00.010+08:00

out wth sera today :D
i like to call her nehneh.
i've been calling her that the whole day :D

met ard 11?
then off to the library :D
didnt borrow much,
i'm too lazy to carry a pile of books and shop ard orchard ._.

off to cineleisure to get tickets after that.
3pm was the earliest slot,
even though i saw it was 1.15pm on the net ytd ._.

we had lots of time to spare,
we walked over to heeren.
HMV ! :D
their classical collection is so damn big pls.
bigger than city hall's :D
i wanna get that 100 best piano classics.
$28.95 is worth it lors ! :D

back to cineleisure for lunch a subway.
walked over to taka after that.
kinokuniya !
i wanna read the 'marked' series ! D:
the better toy store & artfriend after that.
twin is such a kid ! :D
got materials for yunxin's present.
joined member ! :D

back to cineleisure to catch wild child :D
damn nice (:
long since i last watched a movie.
emma roberts is damn pretty.
*envyenvy*
biatch ! :D

shopped ard.
home-d at 6.15 :D

pizza for dinner D:
carbs.
didnt eat much anyway.
its sad that i'm going back to my usual diet after i recover.
i eat only 1 meal a day when i'm sick.
which i think is good :D

D:
those idiots are creating a racket at bishan active agn.
god damn them for holding so much events there.
i cant get my peace !
fuck.

i've got tons of things on my mind.
too many things i have to worry about.
& i still cant get peace.
with stupid events at bishan active.
and kids screaming there right outside your damned window.

pictures another day.
blame it on nehneh.
its all in her cam.
& her cable is in amk,
where the comp broke down ._.

/editted 011208
pictures ! :D
[not all, i'm lazy]

while waiting for wild child (:

omfg.
mind my extremely fat legs :x

& my very fat arms too -.-

like twin says,
camwhoring starts on the train (:

mind our retardness

D:unglamness.

my super mushroom,mushroom head ._.

ending of with my,
extremely crazy & retarded twin & i :D

2008-11-28T15:45:00.007+08:00

HAPPY BELATED 15th BIRTHDAY TO DEAREST SHARLYN! ♥

i've been rotting at home the whole day D:
thanks to mummy for banning me for going for practice D:
i'm fine when i woke up.
she just refused to let me out the house D:

i think i was too physically drained by the kids,
to look like that ytd.
even amanda & yuqing said i look pale.
when i'm so black ._.

i hope twin is feeling better like me now.
shes suffering it more than i do.
i want to go out with a healthy girl tmr !
not one that will start vomiting in the midst of watching wild child ! :D
get well soon ok !
stop using the comp.
& slp more !
its your only chance :D

& i cleared 300++ facebook requests :D
i'm so proud of myself.
hahahahaha :D

i'm watching beethoven virus :D
nicenice.
just that the conductor not gd looking,
the girl not that pretty :D
i shouldnt be critisising,
i'm not much better myself.
but that trumpet guy damn hot pls ! :D
if he play violin/cello comfirm hotter pls ! :D
omgomgomg ! :D

been thinking of designs to do up for presents.
i have many in line alr ok.
birthdays & events just keep lining up.
i'm running out of ideas for cards & gifts alr ! D:

okay,
i shall go on rotting,
and finish my episode 2 :D

pictures after i get from chloe & yunxin.
promise :D

2008-11-28T10:13:00.004+08:00

updates as promised.
long post ahead.
i have too much time to waste ._.

lets start from sunday :D

SUNDAY.
out with hc,sera & mandi :D
went to bali lane but maki squarepatch closed down alr D:
off to bugis.
got my maxi dress :D
&to manymany place.
& back to bugis,
sera & i got skinny jeans (:
finally,
money spent on personal needs !

MONDAY.
bintan (:
we were suppose to meet at 6.45,
& i woke up only at 6.20.
i ended up thinking about jiayan's email till 1am ++ in morning D:

off to the school after we left our things at the hostel.
the children were really cute.
all the others from the other class were peeking in from the windows. :D
we did theirs nametags for them :D
me & sera got to group with :
dina,maria,arad,arif,rizki. :D

i forgot what happened after lunch.
nothing much happened,
since we're not in the school.

i wrote my diary at night :D
i'm not lazy (:

TUESDAY.
head off to the school after breakfast.
loads of hiccups.
we forgot the scissors & flashcards.
[got scolded for that at night]

colouring then outdoor games.
i bet if i continue this everyday,
i'll be able to lose weight.
the children were hyperactive pls.
&i'm a bad mother hen, & a bad eagle ._.

simple eng teaching after that,
& more colouring.
their eng is seriously veryvery low.
which is a very depressing issue.

after lunch was home visit.
the little girl was cute.
so was the cat :D
tour around the village.
with dozens of mosquitos flying ard.
tried rubber tapping[?] :D
seriously,
i hate those mosquitos.
but me & phyllis got the less no. of bites in the group alr ._.

shant elaborate on the scoldings.
after packing & checking everything,
to make sure everything is there for tmr,
the girls went back to bathe.

all 8 of us slept in the living that night.
after supper,
played games all the way till 3am++ in the morning.
all kinds of funny games.
mrt was fun because of the pillow fights :D
sili,yunxin & phyllis were damn funny :D

i have to comment that norman & arthur are good.
they volunteered to iron all our uniforms.
& while they were ironing,
we were all playing directly opposite.
HAHA.
damn bad i know.
thats why they're good.
because we didnt bully them,
they volunteered.

&& they always help us carry things in their bags. :D
norman will carry waterbottles,
while arthur will carry all sorts of funny things,
like wallet, sweets blahblahblah.

WEDNESDAY.
returned the kids' colouring,
helped them to paste it on the walls.
flashcard teaching after that.

recess for them.
i wanna play the shell game ! D:

farewell competition after that.
sili's group won agn ._.
pictures and sutff.
didnt manage to get individual shots,
nor group shots.
because,
once you take you camera out.
all of them will start crowding in.

lunch.
back to hostel to rest & pack.
the off the ferry terminal.
& back to singapore. :D

i cant believe i'm saying this,
but,
norman seriously is a good leader.
i'm telling the truth.
* hinthint to out dear dajie ! :D

fever that night.
twin too D:

THURSDAY.
forced myself to school.
met yuqing at the sch gate at 11.
went to collect sharlyn's cake.
& we went on with the celebration plan.
weixiang gave away alittle,
with his poor acting skills ! D:

i hope sharlyn likes the thing i made :D
& i still owe her a letter.
[self reminder!]
sat in for sectionals.
sec1s went for lunch.
while ther rest of us sat there & talk.
wx & yq went to get takeaway.

chatted alot :D
played till 2plus,
i went up to wait for the tutor.
then they started sectionals (:

tutoring was ok.
i rotted outside for a hour.
since he wants to tutor zhenyee first.
i was feeling so unwell that i can stand much D:

home-d after that.
i went for piano lessons.
hoping mummy wont find out i'm unwell.
but apparently she did,
when i refused to eat.
& she claimed that i looked horrible.

went home & sleep after lessons.

end of update :D

2008-11-26T20:28:00.003+08:00

i'm back from bintan :D
the children were super cute,
we had loads of fun. :D

i'm super sleepy,
all the girls played till 3am ++ in the morning :D
it was loads of fun (:
so updates tmr.
pictures asap after i collate from everyone :D

tag replies :D
`huicheng : thankyou lovely ! i'm back :D loved (:
`jessica : hahas, thanks (: nah, i'm not changing anytime soon. i like this skin :D plus i dont have the time.
`weilin : next week ! come back soon. i know you miss me, stop denying it :D
`chenning : hahas, thankyou (: i hope you've finished ! :D
`yuqing : yesyes, i'm baaaaaaaccccccckkkkkkk :D

2008-11-22T19:22:00.007+08:00

i'm glad that i'm not bloggin everyday now :D
its time consuming,
& a very bad habit (:

its amksian showcase today.
the first one i've ever been to for the last 3 years :D
tending the booths were ok.
mostly ended up chatting.
esp at the band booth.
LOLs.

continued chatting even though my shift ended.
to wait for the rest :D

went over to hub for lunch ard 3?
ice jelly for lunch :D
no appetite + cheap + not as fattening :D

bus-ed all the way to kovan,
to register for tuition !
then bus-ed all the way home.
long since i chatted so much with xj & hc :D

sera's gonna come over to stay agn ltr.
because her sis refuse to lend her her backpack.
LOLs.
so her initial plan of not coming was cancelled ._.

i've heard that the most anticipated twilight,
wasnt up to expectations.
which is a total disappointment.
i've most probably guessed it.
they would have cut off all those impt parts,
like edward shining like a diamond under the sun.

but i'm still gonna watch it. :D
because kristen stewart is pretty.
& i have waited so long for it.

ok,
i initially wanted to go jogging at bishan active.
apparently,
being a very lazy bum,
i'm too lazy to get my butt down there.
so yeah.
after i come back from bintan,
i'll go jogging at least twice a week :D

& i'm very very tired.
coz i managed to finish the last half of frostbite,
only slightly after midnight :D
dimitri ! ♥

ohoh,
bon vayage to dear xj,nana & lala :D
i hope you enjoy your vietnam trip ! (:
take care ok !
i love you plenty (:

out with hc & mandi tmr ! :D
bintan on mon ! (:

i shall go continue sharlyn's present
or i wont be able to finish it on time.
& i gave lala her present today.
i hope she likes it.
& for someone like me,
who got last in class for art,
i'm pretty glad then i could end up with sth like this :

2008-11-20T20:24:00.003+08:00

warning : long post.

first things first.
somehting that calls for a celebration.
my comp is fixed alr :D
throughout the i-dont-know-how-long period of time,
something just screwed the internet config.
now i can use the comp as & when i like,
without looking at my brother's face (:

what i hate is when i'm reading,
someone comes & disrupt me.
they seriously get on my nerves.
& what i can say is,
my mum tops that list,
followed by my dad.

i cant get any peace when they get home.
this is why i dislike reading when they're back.
but apparently,
thats the only i get to spend with my book.
since i'm out during the rest of the day.
band, bintan meetings and all those crap,
like mumbo.
mumbo is seriously taking up too much of my time.

anna must be having such a headache to have me in the group.

ok,
getting back to the day.
i woke up early,
planning to go for practice.
apparently,
i got lazy to move my ass to the band room.
too lazy to even wear my skirt,
since i must be in half u.
& in no mood to wear white socks.

so i end up reading my book,
in my pe shirt & fbt,
waiting for sera.
met,
then went to collect the photocopied stuff.
& went to print photos & popular after that (:
$1 per photo D:

lunch at kfc.
fats.
bintan meeting after that.
i dont like doing reflections. D:

home-d.
i had peace to read my books :D
watched 1 epi of heroes.
1 more epi to go.
yes, i know i'm slow.

piano lesson was fine.
early dinner at pastamania.
home-d at 8.

i have to wake up early tmr !
considering i was too lazy to go for practice today,
i'll have minimal time to practice tmr,
since bintan meeting starts at 10.30am.

oh,
& my earhole is bleeding.
quite alot,
considering such a small little hole.
LOLS.

&& i spent alot of money on materials,
to make presents.
& none of the money was spent on personal stuff.
& now,
i have bare minimum left.
luckily,
i still get my allowance every week :D
lesser though D:

& ppl.
recommendation : VAMPIRE ACADEMY SERIES.
not recommended if you dont like words like :
fuck, bitch etcetc (:
you know these words are my favourite (:
this is why i love richelle mead's language (:

i saw book3, shadow kiss.
at popular ! D:
god damn the library for being so slow.
the book was released on nov13 ok.
stupid library,
pick up you damn pace ! D:

i'm getting moody lately.
because i've not been getting enough sleep.
9hours a day is not enough for such a pig like me.
& wth who knows maybe its almost time of the month agn.
goddamnit came twice last month.
if it wrecks my bintan trip,
i'll swear till theres no tmr.

i wanna spend quality time with my book now (:
& my diary (:

2008-11-18T18:53:00.003+08:00

quick update :D
i have alot of things to do,
& very little time on hand.
plus i'm veryvery tired D:
& i cant slp in tmr,
because theres bintan meeting at 10am D:

i overslept today.
so no sectionals :x
went to band to pass jiayan the section thing.
credits to yunxin for sketching for me :D
i love you plenty sister (:

stayed, talked & helped out with the notice board thing.
left for lunch at 1plus.
with yuqing,sharlyn & weixiang.
then to popular.
got my diary :D :D :D

left at 3plus.
& yq accompanied me to taka.
sharlyn went for her movie.
wx went home :D
i cant believe wx still can walk D:
[inside joke] (:

talked alot with yq :D
went to the better toy store.
i love the better toy store :D
kids nowadays are sooooo lucky.
i had alot of fun in there :x
then to creative hands.

then to artfriend :D
i went on with my original idea.
i hope everything turns out fine.
i go to artfriend almost everyday.
LOLS.

i think i should get my artfriend membership soon.
or such frequent trips are getting costly D:

bakc to the better toy store & creative hands to get other stuff.
i spent alot today D:

kinokuniya ! :D
heh. i love that place.
i'm just freaking happy to see so many books :D
& they sold twilight hardcover there. D:
rahhhhhh.

& theres this whole corner of twilight saga,
& other vampire books :D
super heartache that i cant buy any books ! D:

back to bishan popular to get my white paint.
met dumbdumb on the way home :D:D:D

ok.
i should get down to work now (:
oh.
& i just realised i forgot to buy orange foam.
i have to make another trip to popular alr D:

2008-11-16T19:08:00.004+08:00

updates :D
warning : may be a long post (:

YESTERDAY
piano lesson in the morning.
couldnt even get up D:

doctors at 1 plus.
& out with nana & sera after that.
dhoby ghaut's pillars are all on twilight :D
not nice due to robert patinson :D
kristen steward is pretty :D

gina is such an ass !
she made us walked one big round.
from bugis to bras basar.
artfriend was super nice :D
but $$$.
got materials for lala's present (:

stayed till the store closed then went over to popular,
to get other stuff (:

went over to far east with twin :D
nana went home like an auntie (:
haru goth ! :D
no red&black checkered skirt.
sera wants that black skirt.
my aim still my checkered skirt first :D

twin stayed for the night (:

TODAY
woke up.
& off to mumbo meeting.
all the way till 3.
then we came up with some stupid excuse & left :D

off to taka.
ate & went to artfriend agn :D
didnt stay that long.
but still too long for only buying my hot gun glue.
LOLS.
i was like screwing my head abt sharlyn's present,
in the end,
i decided to give up the idea D:

borders !
then fareast.
because of nana.
then home :D

nana was singing the neko song.
singing & singing.
trying to tell all the jap tourists,
that shes a cat .
LOLs.

& twin was sucha bitch :D
she made me carry her cleo,
to & fro.
& its so freaking heavy !

busybusy week ahead.
with bintan coming along next week.
& the showcase on sat.
i better start listing down what to do.
before they slip out of my mind.
1st on list.
GET A DIARY.

end of post for today.
i hope i blog less.
or else i wont be able to keep post 444 for twilight alr.
this is alr post 421.

2008-11-14T19:25:00.001+08:00

i dont know why i'm feeling this,
but.
if i dont get myself a diary soon,
i'll most probably break apart.

2008-11-14T15:43:00.002+08:00

i'm getting very lazy to blog.
& i have apparently nothing much to blog about. (:

its past the chi elearning hmwk deadline.
hah.
& i havent done it :D
i only did ss :D
be content (:
i dont always do hmwk.

i've been going for band everyday this week.
first time.
haha.
& i dont think i'm getting any better.
i think i've been practicing wrongly D:

join-ed the clarinets for sectionals ytd at 12 :D
i sure miss playing with them.
& the sec 1s are progressing quite well (:
sharlyn must be proud (:

lunch-ed.
then was double bass tutoring.
zhenyee's sick.
so i was alone.
get well soon (:

everyone's practicing jacob's ladder to a crescent.
i thought he prefered full moons (:
oh well,
we'll have alot to catch up.

i ate 2 bananas for dinner last night.
i love bananas :D

i woke up at 11 today :D
i'm pretty drain-ed off by the week.
nov is gonna end soon.
no hols for me yet.

i cant wait for december to come.
japan.
& twilight date with yuqing & cheryl :D
26th dec.
i'm waiting for it :D

ok,
i should continue reading my books. (:
bintan briefing ltr ! :D
oh,
& i realised i havent applied for leave.

midnight black
♥

2008-11-11T18:23:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!♥
i love you plenty (:

i'm a bad daughter.
i havent finish her card.
my bro, he dumps everything to me D:
he just pays the money.
& he still owes me $37, in case i forget.

i wake up at 8 plus everyday now.
NATURALLY.
this is bad D:

went to practice in the morning :D
1500 :D
yay (:
went over to find yuqing after that.
pupeng came :D
i missed her !
i miss joanna D:

lunch after sec 1s sectionals.
with sharlyn,yuqing,pupeng,shu e , weilin & weixiang :D
home-d after that.

met sera
& went to buy mummy's present :D
then the library.
we saw mumbo's banner.
HAHA.

i wanted to re-read twilight !
& i went to borrow 6 books D:
hurry finish them then i re-read twilight. :D

twin claims that i am a bitch,
when she is one herself too.
& i seriously hate her.
she keep using edwardhubby in her hallucinations ! D:
i dont like talking to her.

home-d.
mummy got home before i could finish her card ! D:

DECEMBER18 !
i seriously cant wait ! :D
joey chants : twilighttwilighttwilight !
singapore is PATHETIC.
all the other freaking country has a website for twilight.
but we dont.

& i cant believe some ulu country like phillipines ,
airs twilight as the same date as us.
NOVEMBER21!
i wish i could fly to newyork now D:
but tickets are most probably sold out.
since tickets have been selling since a couple of weeks ago.

oh wrong.
i can only catch it on DECEMBER26.
ohgoddamnit D:
stupid trip brought forward D:
i must catch some sneek preview or sth.
i've been waiting for months.
& i still dont like robert patinson !